I received this kind offer from Julie Mason from Hendricks Avenue Baptist church and thought many of you would want to know. - Cindy
I wanted to let you know that we have a DVD available of Jack Snell's last sermon at HAB -- he preached it on Jan. 7 of this year, just a week before he was diagnosed with the cancer. It was an excellent sermon, and he looks good, he's in a robe, etc. I believe it was Epiphany.
If anyone wants a copy of it, we will be glad to provide it. They are $10 each, and that covers the cost of the DVD plus mailing, there is no profit in that figure!
Send an email to Vickie Landers, our church administrator at
financial@habchurch.com
Mark on your check "Snell sermon DVD." - JM
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Jack passed away this morning
As Cindy stated below, we are sad to announce that Jack passed away at 5:30am. The entire Cooperative Baptist Fellowship family mourns the passing of Jack Snell while celebrating his life's work as a minister of the gospel of Jesus Christ. We are grateful for his faithful service, humble leadership and unparalleled commitment to being the presence of Christ. Information on services will be updated at www.thefellowship.info/Landing/JackSnell.icm.
Karyn
Karyn
The sad news
I just received the call that Jack passed on this morning about 5:30.
As I receive more information, we'll make sure we post it, but as I understand it now, there will be a memorial service for Jack at Hendricks Avenue in Jacksonville this Saturday and another here in Atlanta the following Saturday at Second Ponce.
- Cindy
As I receive more information, we'll make sure we post it, but as I understand it now, there will be a memorial service for Jack at Hendricks Avenue in Jacksonville this Saturday and another here in Atlanta the following Saturday at Second Ponce.
- Cindy
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Sunday afternoon update from Anita
I just spoke with Anita on the phone. Her cell phone has been lost - probably wrapped up in some linens. If you need to talk with her, use Jack's cell # - 404-428-6165.
They have had a very difficult weekend. Jack continues to get weaker. They are trying to find the best medications to help with the nausea as well as the restlessness.
They all appreciate the prayers, but have requested no visitors.
We will keep you posted as there is more information.
Grace Powell Freeman
They have had a very difficult weekend. Jack continues to get weaker. They are trying to find the best medications to help with the nausea as well as the restlessness.
They all appreciate the prayers, but have requested no visitors.
We will keep you posted as there is more information.
Grace Powell Freeman
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Jack admitted to hospice facility
I just talked with Anita awhile ago. Their family enjoyed a night of memories and laughter on Friday evening. Saturday morning, the hospice nurse recommended that Jack be hospitalized after his condition worsened. There is a problem with liver function so he was transferred to a hospice facility later on Saturday. Hospice can make him more comfortable there. Anita reports that his appearance is different but he's still the same Jack - wanting to be in charge of everything, knowing when it's time for his meds, etc. The family is together with Jack and are at peace knowing that their time together is growing shorter. They are comfortable and their needs are being met in the facility. While we were on the phone, the family was gathering for a meal. Anita assured me that they feel the love and support of CBF and all their friends and family. Cindy has been away on a retreat and has not been able to check email. I will continue to keep the blog updated.
Karyn Hurry
Karyn Hurry
Friday, September 7, 2007
A word from Anita and a new Along the Journey from Jack
Jack has posted a new Along the Journey for us and Anita has these words of update:
As usual, Jack’s week has been a roller-coaster with good and bad days.
The more difficult times seem to be gaining ground as he continues to lose weight, grow weaker and experience a constant queasiness. A low-grade fever has indicated some infection and although it has been treated with antibiotics, it still lingers.
Through it all, Jack’s spirit has not diminished and he is still wanting to care for me and the world. He continues to walk in the morning, but now is using the selection of canes that he or friends have collected from over the world. He also has found many resting spots along his short journey to collect the morning paper. He is now unable to walk in the evening and is resting more frequently throughout the day and the long nights.
He and I both send our love and gratitude for your love and faithful prayer.
Anita and
As usual, Jack’s week has been a roller-coaster with good and bad days.
The more difficult times seem to be gaining ground as he continues to lose weight, grow weaker and experience a constant queasiness. A low-grade fever has indicated some infection and although it has been treated with antibiotics, it still lingers.
Through it all, Jack’s spirit has not diminished and he is still wanting to care for me and the world. He continues to walk in the morning, but now is using the selection of canes that he or friends have collected from over the world. He also has found many resting spots along his short journey to collect the morning paper. He is now unable to walk in the evening and is resting more frequently throughout the day and the long nights.
He and I both send our love and gratitude for your love and faithful prayer.
Anita and
Monday, August 27, 2007
Words from Jack
There continue to be signs that I am slipping in my battle with cancer. It is beginning to rob me of more and more of the normalcies and joys of life. But I refuse to let it take away the gifts that God has graciously bestowed on me. So, I look for joy in each new day, and I count it joy when I receive correspondence from you, reminding me of the value of friendship.
Our daughter and son-in-law have unexpectedly arrived for the weekend, and already I am filled with encouragement! Keep me in your thoughts and prayers. They’re the only thing sustaining me at the stage.
Here’s my latest installment of Along the Journey. It deals with God’s faithfulness, which will be a theme at my memorial service. “Great is Thy Faithfulness” will be sung at the service. But, as we await that, let me share a few words about God’s faithfulness.
-Jack
Our daughter and son-in-law have unexpectedly arrived for the weekend, and already I am filled with encouragement! Keep me in your thoughts and prayers. They’re the only thing sustaining me at the stage.
Here’s my latest installment of Along the Journey. It deals with God’s faithfulness, which will be a theme at my memorial service. “Great is Thy Faithfulness” will be sung at the service. But, as we await that, let me share a few words about God’s faithfulness.
-Jack
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Talked to Jack
Jack gave me a call a little while ago, so I thought you'd like to hear the good word that I got to hear. (Hey, I should record him and do podcasts or audio downloads so you could hear how good he sounds! . . . hmmm. . . .!)
At any rate, he sounded very chipper! He's been being visited by a hospice nurse who is always amazed and encouraged by his continued resilience. He would like to come into the office a bit more than he's been able to, but it's rather an effort especially in this heat. He's still very much working from their home office, so sending him a note or a comment here is sure to be seen.
Jack said Anita's been delightfully diverted lately; Charley has been moving into a new place, so it gives her the artistic space to plan and decorate and paint. That, and everything that work with CBF entails (long calls to associates in China, meetings and planning sessions in the building, etc.) are very much a part of their lives right now. Anita's happily joining back in with the choir this week when they start back up.
So, as summer blazes on, so do the Snells! Below are Jack's own words in relation to his health and status - and he will work on another Along the Journey later this week or next. I'll post it as soon as it's done!
The hospice nurse visited yesterday and said my vitals are good. She said I am doing much better than any of her other patients. There are signs that I am slipping—loss of appetite, incipient queasiness which is on the verge of nausea, eroding strength and stamina, continued loss of weight, etc, etc. But I’m taking each day as it comes, grateful for the gift of life and excited about whatever future God has prepared for me. All this continues to weight heavily on Anita and our children. But they are responding in a marvelous way. Please keep them in your prayers. - Jack -
At any rate, he sounded very chipper! He's been being visited by a hospice nurse who is always amazed and encouraged by his continued resilience. He would like to come into the office a bit more than he's been able to, but it's rather an effort especially in this heat. He's still very much working from their home office, so sending him a note or a comment here is sure to be seen.
Jack said Anita's been delightfully diverted lately; Charley has been moving into a new place, so it gives her the artistic space to plan and decorate and paint. That, and everything that work with CBF entails (long calls to associates in China, meetings and planning sessions in the building, etc.) are very much a part of their lives right now. Anita's happily joining back in with the choir this week when they start back up.
So, as summer blazes on, so do the Snells! Below are Jack's own words in relation to his health and status - and he will work on another Along the Journey later this week or next. I'll post it as soon as it's done!
The hospice nurse visited yesterday and said my vitals are good. She said I am doing much better than any of her other patients. There are signs that I am slipping—loss of appetite, incipient queasiness which is on the verge of nausea, eroding strength and stamina, continued loss of weight, etc, etc. But I’m taking each day as it comes, grateful for the gift of life and excited about whatever future God has prepared for me. All this continues to weight heavily on Anita and our children. But they are responding in a marvelous way. Please keep them in your prayers. - Jack -
Monday, August 13, 2007
New update - and "Along the Journey" on prayer
This past week has been found me slipping some. I’ve had more “out-of-it” days than “with-it” days. The pain continues, for the most part, under control. But I have been “on the verge” of nausea. Please pray that this doesn’t return!
I’m continuing to do my work from home, but it is becoming more difficult to stay focused. However, the Ritalin is helping.
I’m continuing to have guests who are dropping by our house. While it is always a joy to see these dear friends, I’m becoming less and less able to be engaged.
Thanks for your love and concern. I’m energized by your prayers and your blessings.
Read Jack's most updated Along the Journey on prayer.
I’m continuing to do my work from home, but it is becoming more difficult to stay focused. However, the Ritalin is helping.
I’m continuing to have guests who are dropping by our house. While it is always a joy to see these dear friends, I’m becoming less and less able to be engaged.
Thanks for your love and concern. I’m energized by your prayers and your blessings.
Read Jack's most updated Along the Journey on prayer.
Monday, August 6, 2007
Update and a new "Along the Journey"
Update in Jack's own words:
I’m continuing to lose ground slowly in my battle. I’ve had to cut back on most of my activities — no driving, the distance of my morning and nightly walks has been cut in half, and my strength continues to erode, slowly but surely. But the pain is still under control, for the most part.
I’ve told you of the struggle to stay awake on the heavy doses of pain medications. A couple of days ago the Hospice doctor and nurse put me on Ridlin as an experiment to see if it would make more alert. I think I have noticed a change, but it just may be in my head! But I am hopeful that it will give me more clarity in my thinking and allow me to participate more completely in life.
I wish I could adequately express my appreciation to all of you for your responses on the blog, your email, cards, and prayers. These are what keep me going. It is humanly impossibly to write to each one of you, but I want to know that I read each one—several times—and they bolster my spirit.
I have worked with Anita and the children on my memorial services. One will be at Hendricks Avenue Baptist Church for those in the NE Florida area; and one in Atlanta for those in the Atlanta area (Second Ponce de Leon Baptist Church, Central Baptist Church Newnan, and the CBF Resource Center). Stay tuned for further details!
Thanks again for your love and prayers. Both are appreciated.
Click here to go to the newest entry on Along the Journey: Dealing with Anger.
I’m continuing to lose ground slowly in my battle. I’ve had to cut back on most of my activities — no driving, the distance of my morning and nightly walks has been cut in half, and my strength continues to erode, slowly but surely. But the pain is still under control, for the most part.
I’ve told you of the struggle to stay awake on the heavy doses of pain medications. A couple of days ago the Hospice doctor and nurse put me on Ridlin as an experiment to see if it would make more alert. I think I have noticed a change, but it just may be in my head! But I am hopeful that it will give me more clarity in my thinking and allow me to participate more completely in life.
I wish I could adequately express my appreciation to all of you for your responses on the blog, your email, cards, and prayers. These are what keep me going. It is humanly impossibly to write to each one of you, but I want to know that I read each one—several times—and they bolster my spirit.
I have worked with Anita and the children on my memorial services. One will be at Hendricks Avenue Baptist Church for those in the NE Florida area; and one in Atlanta for those in the Atlanta area (Second Ponce de Leon Baptist Church, Central Baptist Church Newnan, and the CBF Resource Center). Stay tuned for further details!
Thanks again for your love and prayers. Both are appreciated.
Click here to go to the newest entry on Along the Journey: Dealing with Anger.
Friday, July 27, 2007
Jack has popped into the office here and there throughout the week. Of course, we here in Atlanta are lucky we get to see his face and have a hug. Here's a virtual hug, in the form of an update, from the man himself:
These past weeks have had their measure of challenges and victories.
Since Hospice withdrew the various pain medications I was on, and placed me on Methadone only, the pain has been basically under control. I’m on a massive dosage and my ability to stay awake has been hampered, but most of the time I’m able to function rather well. In meetings, if someone will sit by me and keep me awake, I am able to give pretty sound input into the discussion! Of course, I’m pretty well bruised from Anita and Grace poking me!
I’m not sleeping as soundly as I would like at night, and for the first time in several weeks, I have to take an occasional medication for break-through pain. At times I wonder if I’m slipping to another level in my battle with cancer, but the Hospice nurse tells me that my vitals are strong and she thinks I am not in the final stage yet.
One major adjustment that I’ve had to make is not driving. I can now understand why old folk have such a hard time when their driving privileges are taken from them. It is a mark of the loss of independence. But with the large dosages of pain killers I’m taking, I would be a danger on the road—to self and others.
I’m enjoying visiting with family and friends, although it is taxing. My brother and sister and their spouses were here for the weekend. Anita’s family has also dropped by for a visit. Today, I have friends from Singapore, Thailand, and New York who are stopping by for brief visits. I’ve been reminded again how much family and friends mean to me!
- Jack
Read Jack's latest Along the Journey, posted today. Click here or go to http://alongthejourneywithjack.blogspot.com/.
These past weeks have had their measure of challenges and victories.
Since Hospice withdrew the various pain medications I was on, and placed me on Methadone only, the pain has been basically under control. I’m on a massive dosage and my ability to stay awake has been hampered, but most of the time I’m able to function rather well. In meetings, if someone will sit by me and keep me awake, I am able to give pretty sound input into the discussion! Of course, I’m pretty well bruised from Anita and Grace poking me!
I’m not sleeping as soundly as I would like at night, and for the first time in several weeks, I have to take an occasional medication for break-through pain. At times I wonder if I’m slipping to another level in my battle with cancer, but the Hospice nurse tells me that my vitals are strong and she thinks I am not in the final stage yet.
One major adjustment that I’ve had to make is not driving. I can now understand why old folk have such a hard time when their driving privileges are taken from them. It is a mark of the loss of independence. But with the large dosages of pain killers I’m taking, I would be a danger on the road—to self and others.
I’m enjoying visiting with family and friends, although it is taxing. My brother and sister and their spouses were here for the weekend. Anita’s family has also dropped by for a visit. Today, I have friends from Singapore, Thailand, and New York who are stopping by for brief visits. I’ve been reminded again how much family and friends mean to me!
- Jack
Read Jack's latest Along the Journey, posted today. Click here or go to http://alongthejourneywithjack.blogspot.com/.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Update from Jack
Monday, July 16, 2007
It’s been awhile since I gave you my personal update. Thanks to Cindy for keeping you updated during this time.
God has been good to me over the past few weeks. It was four weeks ago that I was admitted to the Hospice in-patient facility, terribly ill with pain and nausea. The Hospice doctor told Anita that in her opinion I had a week -a-half to two weeks of life left. She said that Anita should call the children. She did and Stephanie immediately caught a flight to Atlanta.
But I surprised them all. I had set as a goal attending the General Assembly in Washington and then getting away for a family vacation. Hospice was very supportive in helping me realize these goals, although I don’t think they thought they were realistic!
You know the rest of the story. With the help of numerous people, the use of a “scooter” to get from building to building, I participated in the commissioning service and several other meetings, and was able to greet hundreds of dear friends. Stephanie served as chief guard and nurse and I was able to participate rather fully in the Assembly.
And then, thanks to the generosity of a dear friend from Hendricks Avenue Baptist, we were flown in a private jet to Hilton Head Island where we enjoyed a family vacation in this family’s beach house. Stephanie and Charley were able to be with us during several days of our time there. What a joy!
Throughout this time, I was able to keep the pain under control and to find joy in each day. I am taking a massive dose of Methadone to control the pain. The result is that though the pain is being managed, my alertness level is severely limited. I’m able to stay awake only a few minutes, and then I fall asleep! But those who know me know that it’s not personal!
Each passing day is a reminder that my time is limited. I have always given thanks for each new day, but now that word of thanksgiving is wrought with greater significance. I invite you to join me in thanking God for each new day of existence.
It’s been awhile since I gave you my personal update. Thanks to Cindy for keeping you updated during this time.
God has been good to me over the past few weeks. It was four weeks ago that I was admitted to the Hospice in-patient facility, terribly ill with pain and nausea. The Hospice doctor told Anita that in her opinion I had a week -a-half to two weeks of life left. She said that Anita should call the children. She did and Stephanie immediately caught a flight to Atlanta.
But I surprised them all. I had set as a goal attending the General Assembly in Washington and then getting away for a family vacation. Hospice was very supportive in helping me realize these goals, although I don’t think they thought they were realistic!
You know the rest of the story. With the help of numerous people, the use of a “scooter” to get from building to building, I participated in the commissioning service and several other meetings, and was able to greet hundreds of dear friends. Stephanie served as chief guard and nurse and I was able to participate rather fully in the Assembly.
And then, thanks to the generosity of a dear friend from Hendricks Avenue Baptist, we were flown in a private jet to Hilton Head Island where we enjoyed a family vacation in this family’s beach house. Stephanie and Charley were able to be with us during several days of our time there. What a joy!
Throughout this time, I was able to keep the pain under control and to find joy in each day. I am taking a massive dose of Methadone to control the pain. The result is that though the pain is being managed, my alertness level is severely limited. I’m able to stay awake only a few minutes, and then I fall asleep! But those who know me know that it’s not personal!
Each passing day is a reminder that my time is limited. I have always given thanks for each new day, but now that word of thanksgiving is wrought with greater significance. I invite you to join me in thanking God for each new day of existence.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Just a quick update - the family did make it to the beach, and are continuing to enjoy it.
Jack sounded good when I talked to him. He had been up a couple mornings to see the sunrise, is sleeping well, and is looking forward to the kids coming back in the next couple of days to join him and Anita at the beach.
Jack sounded good when I talked to him. He had been up a couple mornings to see the sunrise, is sleeping well, and is looking forward to the kids coming back in the next couple of days to join him and Anita at the beach.
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Jack Is Back!
Jack and family made is safely back last weekend from Washington and the General Assembly he described as "everything I had hoped for."
He was able to go to meetings that were, as he said, beneficial for him as well as ones he hoped his presence would add value to for others. Those of you who were there saw him on the big screens, on the big stage, offering beautiful words and prayer for the newest batch of missions personnel during the commissioning ceremony. I'm sure you were as moved as I was, as he and Grace Powell Freeman led us all in a litany of prayer to send them on their mission.
No casualties resulted from his scooter-driving. It was greatly appreciated, as it allowed him to save his strength for things that were more important. His daughter Stephanie was by his side as an "excellent nurse and caretaker" to make sure he did not overdo it and that he had all he needed.
He got to see people he had hoped and longed to see, and was delighted by touching base with others he had not counted on seeing. That communion of saints was no doubt encouraging and hopeful for him, as he says, he had a "great experience" and is grateful for all the people who helped make it possible for him to make it there.
One of the precious memories that the Snells have is the family “beach week” vacation taken every year while the children were growing up. Thanks to the generosity of a dear family at Hendricks Avenue Baptist Church in Jacksonville (the same family, by the way, that enabled Stephanie and Charley to spend Christmas in Singapore each year while their parents were stationed there), they are planning on spending a few days at Hilton Head Island. They will be staying in the beach house of this gracious family. Join me in praying that Jack’s strength continues so that he’s able to enjoy this family tradition.
Please feel free to share your own prayers below, and words to Anita and Jack. As soon as I have any pictures of his from General Assembly, I'll either post them or provide a link to them on the CBF site.
- Cindy
He was able to go to meetings that were, as he said, beneficial for him as well as ones he hoped his presence would add value to for others. Those of you who were there saw him on the big screens, on the big stage, offering beautiful words and prayer for the newest batch of missions personnel during the commissioning ceremony. I'm sure you were as moved as I was, as he and Grace Powell Freeman led us all in a litany of prayer to send them on their mission.
No casualties resulted from his scooter-driving. It was greatly appreciated, as it allowed him to save his strength for things that were more important. His daughter Stephanie was by his side as an "excellent nurse and caretaker" to make sure he did not overdo it and that he had all he needed.
He got to see people he had hoped and longed to see, and was delighted by touching base with others he had not counted on seeing. That communion of saints was no doubt encouraging and hopeful for him, as he says, he had a "great experience" and is grateful for all the people who helped make it possible for him to make it there.
One of the precious memories that the Snells have is the family “beach week” vacation taken every year while the children were growing up. Thanks to the generosity of a dear family at Hendricks Avenue Baptist Church in Jacksonville (the same family, by the way, that enabled Stephanie and Charley to spend Christmas in Singapore each year while their parents were stationed there), they are planning on spending a few days at Hilton Head Island. They will be staying in the beach house of this gracious family. Join me in praying that Jack’s strength continues so that he’s able to enjoy this family tradition.
Please feel free to share your own prayers below, and words to Anita and Jack. As soon as I have any pictures of his from General Assembly, I'll either post them or provide a link to them on the CBF site.
- Cindy
Monday, June 25, 2007
General Assembly
Yay! Jack's made it safely and well, here to our nation's capitol.
He and Anita checked in a little while ago, and felt well enough to walk to dinner. He's bound to have to make up for all that effort tomorrow, with hopes of being in good condition to see all of you on Wednesday.
He's been given a scooter, so that he can conserve energy between the hotels and the confvention center. So if you see someone speeding along, my advice is to get out of the way. Anita has told him to think of it as his motorcycle, with just one extra wheel, I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad one. His practice session with Ged in the hall this evening almost wiped out a couple of librarians here for the librarian convention.
I asked him who he's especially looking forward to seeing, and once the list hit about 300 names, I steered him to another topic. He really does consider himself blessed to be a part of this family reunion and gathering of Baptists. He spent a good bit of time telling me all about the very first commissioning of field personnel, something that always means so much to him. I am so thrilled, as I know you are, that he gets to be here for this one.
He looks so forward every day to the emails you send him, to the comments posted in the blog, to the cards and letters he's received, getting back in touch with some of you after so long and hearing updates from so many of you whose lives have crossed his over the years. And is excited about getting to see you in person now.
Thank you for the prayers and the grace that's gotten us here thus far . . .
- Cindy
He and Anita checked in a little while ago, and felt well enough to walk to dinner. He's bound to have to make up for all that effort tomorrow, with hopes of being in good condition to see all of you on Wednesday.
He's been given a scooter, so that he can conserve energy between the hotels and the confvention center. So if you see someone speeding along, my advice is to get out of the way. Anita has told him to think of it as his motorcycle, with just one extra wheel, I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad one. His practice session with Ged in the hall this evening almost wiped out a couple of librarians here for the librarian convention.
I asked him who he's especially looking forward to seeing, and once the list hit about 300 names, I steered him to another topic. He really does consider himself blessed to be a part of this family reunion and gathering of Baptists. He spent a good bit of time telling me all about the very first commissioning of field personnel, something that always means so much to him. I am so thrilled, as I know you are, that he gets to be here for this one.
He looks so forward every day to the emails you send him, to the comments posted in the blog, to the cards and letters he's received, getting back in touch with some of you after so long and hearing updates from so many of you whose lives have crossed his over the years. And is excited about getting to see you in person now.
Thank you for the prayers and the grace that's gotten us here thus far . . .
- Cindy
Friday, June 22, 2007
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Father's Day Update
(Scroll down for Wednesday update, below.)
The past few days have been another roller coaster ride for us.
Last week was a good one with many more good days than bad. The new pain regime seemed to be working. Our children were with us for Father’s Day. We thoroughly enjoyed each other’s company as we reminisced, as we laughed and cried!
We were even able to attend church together for Father’s Day on Sunday.
We made dozens of pictures. . . What a good looking family!
Things started downhill Sunday afternoon and evening. The pain has intensified; the nausea began. By late Sunday night, both the pain and nausea were out of control. Nothing helped. The on-call doctor at Hospice directed our efforts through the night and sent a nurse out about 7 am. But still there was little relief. If felt I was at death’s door, so plans were made to check me into hospice’s inpatient facility.
We have been treated royally and the pain regime has been totally revamped. I’m finally feeling better and my vitals are stable. Whereas I was on several kinds of pain medication, Hospice has put me primarily Methadone. Adjusting this is a carefully timed process and that’s why were’ still here in the inpatient facility.
I hope to be home in another day or two, getting ready to celebrate General Assembly. Yes, I haven’t given up my plans to be in Washington next week for CBF’s annual gathering. I am scheduled to speak commissioning our new missionaries, and I genuinely look forward to that. In addition, if I’m able to attend, it will give me time to reach some closure with some folks whose lives have touched mine in significant ways. So please pray I’ll be up for the trip.
I’m attaching another version of Along the Journey, growing out of Father’s Day. Click here to read it.
- Jack
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WEDNESDAY:
I just talked to Anita to see if Jack's made it home yet. They want to regulate the amounts of the methadone first, for 72 hours, before they'll cut him loose. They're thinking if it's regulated correctly, he may be released tomorrow.
Anita told me he's been eating some, and so anything he thinks he craves, they've been making for him. He's been hankering for things he had growing up - like hominy! Who craves hominy!? But she's been cooking for him anything he thinks he would like to have. She even had to go buy an ice tray so she could freeze Kool-Aid. (Not to editorialize, but I'm thinking that's not from his childhood, but from his kids'!) The kids are with him tonight and Anita too - I guess they can all enjoy hominy and frozen Kool-Aid together! Maybe our prayers should include not getting a tummy ache!
Thank you for your prayers and words of encouragement - the family was reading the comments on the website when I called.
On another note, I think Blogspot was having some issues yesterday and today, some of you couldn't access the site. And in fact, I couldn't access it from one of my computers either. Hopefully it's getting worked out - but please feel free to email me if you're getting the update notices but can't access the site itself. We may have to make a switch if this continues.
But, for now, I'll update this as soon as I know they've gotten the meds worked out. And we'll keep an eye on the working/not working of this site. Thanks for your input and always, for your prayers and words of encouragement. - Cindy
The past few days have been another roller coaster ride for us.
Last week was a good one with many more good days than bad. The new pain regime seemed to be working. Our children were with us for Father’s Day. We thoroughly enjoyed each other’s company as we reminisced, as we laughed and cried!
We were even able to attend church together for Father’s Day on Sunday.
We made dozens of pictures. . . What a good looking family!
Things started downhill Sunday afternoon and evening. The pain has intensified; the nausea began. By late Sunday night, both the pain and nausea were out of control. Nothing helped. The on-call doctor at Hospice directed our efforts through the night and sent a nurse out about 7 am. But still there was little relief. If felt I was at death’s door, so plans were made to check me into hospice’s inpatient facility.
We have been treated royally and the pain regime has been totally revamped. I’m finally feeling better and my vitals are stable. Whereas I was on several kinds of pain medication, Hospice has put me primarily Methadone. Adjusting this is a carefully timed process and that’s why were’ still here in the inpatient facility.
I hope to be home in another day or two, getting ready to celebrate General Assembly. Yes, I haven’t given up my plans to be in Washington next week for CBF’s annual gathering. I am scheduled to speak commissioning our new missionaries, and I genuinely look forward to that. In addition, if I’m able to attend, it will give me time to reach some closure with some folks whose lives have touched mine in significant ways. So please pray I’ll be up for the trip.
I’m attaching another version of Along the Journey, growing out of Father’s Day. Click here to read it.
- Jack
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WEDNESDAY:
I just talked to Anita to see if Jack's made it home yet. They want to regulate the amounts of the methadone first, for 72 hours, before they'll cut him loose. They're thinking if it's regulated correctly, he may be released tomorrow.
Anita told me he's been eating some, and so anything he thinks he craves, they've been making for him. He's been hankering for things he had growing up - like hominy! Who craves hominy!? But she's been cooking for him anything he thinks he would like to have. She even had to go buy an ice tray so she could freeze Kool-Aid. (Not to editorialize, but I'm thinking that's not from his childhood, but from his kids'!) The kids are with him tonight and Anita too - I guess they can all enjoy hominy and frozen Kool-Aid together! Maybe our prayers should include not getting a tummy ache!
Thank you for your prayers and words of encouragement - the family was reading the comments on the website when I called.
On another note, I think Blogspot was having some issues yesterday and today, some of you couldn't access the site. And in fact, I couldn't access it from one of my computers either. Hopefully it's getting worked out - but please feel free to email me if you're getting the update notices but can't access the site itself. We may have to make a switch if this continues.
But, for now, I'll update this as soon as I know they've gotten the meds worked out. And we'll keep an eye on the working/not working of this site. Thanks for your input and always, for your prayers and words of encouragement. - Cindy
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Home at last!!
We have just arrived home from a successful stay at St. Joseph’s Hospital. I’m feeling relatively well and the new pain regimen seems to be holding things in check thus far. We had a long meeting with the doctors this morning. The procedure that they used yesterday (once again to attempt to kill the nerves) seems to be working much better.
The Radiology and Anesthesiology (Pain Management) departments worked together creatively on my case. The doctor who was scheduled to do the procedure had heard of another procedure that is seldom used but offers much more accuracy and he wanted to try it. In fact, he doesn’t even do this procedure himself but got another doctor who had more experience to play the lead role. It looks like the first effort at killing the nerves many weeks ago was thwarted by some scar tissue and the alcohol never got to the proper place. By using the CT scan he was able to adjust the needles and got a good spread to the proper places so that it alleviates much of the pain in that area.
I am now officially entered into care with Hospice Atlanta and everything is in order. My care will be covered by Medicare Part A in which everyone over 65 is automatically enrolled. The home health nurse will come by this afternoon to assess any needs and will take over all pain management. It will be good to have only one team and it gives me great comfort because now, anytime day or night, I will have someone I can call if I get in trouble with pain or with other issues.
We were blessed throughout our stay by the excellent care at St. Joseph’s. I was even able to get some work done with their great wireless internet cafe.
It is good to be Home!
Thanks for your support and concern.
The Radiology and Anesthesiology (Pain Management) departments worked together creatively on my case. The doctor who was scheduled to do the procedure had heard of another procedure that is seldom used but offers much more accuracy and he wanted to try it. In fact, he doesn’t even do this procedure himself but got another doctor who had more experience to play the lead role. It looks like the first effort at killing the nerves many weeks ago was thwarted by some scar tissue and the alcohol never got to the proper place. By using the CT scan he was able to adjust the needles and got a good spread to the proper places so that it alleviates much of the pain in that area.
I am now officially entered into care with Hospice Atlanta and everything is in order. My care will be covered by Medicare Part A in which everyone over 65 is automatically enrolled. The home health nurse will come by this afternoon to assess any needs and will take over all pain management. It will be good to have only one team and it gives me great comfort because now, anytime day or night, I will have someone I can call if I get in trouble with pain or with other issues.
We were blessed throughout our stay by the excellent care at St. Joseph’s. I was even able to get some work done with their great wireless internet cafe.
It is good to be Home!
Thanks for your support and concern.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Good outcome!
Stephanie reports:
Hello from Stephanie -
I'm in the hospital with Dad right now, and am happy to report that his surgery today went very well. The doctors were able to use a better procedure than the last one used (the prior nerve block), and it looks as though this might provide some much needed relief.
They used a CT scan that gave them a much more accurate view and the doctors said that it was a great success. Also, we got some good news about Hospice and getting the services and people we will need, so we are happy about that. Charley, Mom, and I are all here with Dad and enjoying being together.
Thank you for your continued prayers and support!
When Grace left the hospital a little while ago, Charley, Stephanie and Anita were all there having supper with Jack - who actually had an appetite! Charley described him as "chipper." And says that, though he'll have some pain from the procedure that was just done, he was already feeling the good effects from the nerve block with relief from pain.
Hello from Stephanie -
I'm in the hospital with Dad right now, and am happy to report that his surgery today went very well. The doctors were able to use a better procedure than the last one used (the prior nerve block), and it looks as though this might provide some much needed relief.
They used a CT scan that gave them a much more accurate view and the doctors said that it was a great success. Also, we got some good news about Hospice and getting the services and people we will need, so we are happy about that. Charley, Mom, and I are all here with Dad and enjoying being together.
Thank you for your continued prayers and support!
When Grace left the hospital a little while ago, Charley, Stephanie and Anita were all there having supper with Jack - who actually had an appetite! Charley described him as "chipper." And says that, though he'll have some pain from the procedure that was just done, he was already feeling the good effects from the nerve block with relief from pain.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Good signs
Word from Anita - and from Jack too - today is that he'll spend another day at St. Joseph's. Tomorrow (Wed) they'll do another nerve block on him, I think on another nerve bundle this time, with hopes that that will free him up from the pain enough to be discharged.
I heard that he was participating on a conference call today and is thinking he'll have Internet access this afternoon - all of which are good signs. Let's hope for even more! - Cindy
I heard that he was participating on a conference call today and is thinking he'll have Internet access this afternoon - all of which are good signs. Let's hope for even more! - Cindy
Monday, June 11, 2007
Prayer - Pain Relief
Not alot of news, but I did want to pass along that Jack is in St. Joseph's today. He went in late Sunday night. They're treating him for the pain and for some swelling. As soon as I know more, I'll update this blog.
I'm sure he and Anita both want prayers for strength and guidance - as well as relief from the pain.
- Cindy
I'm sure he and Anita both want prayers for strength and guidance - as well as relief from the pain.
- Cindy
Saturday, June 2, 2007
Words from a husband on his anniversary
Jack's having a better day today (Saturday) than he's had in the last few. It may be in part because the medicines are beginning to get stabilized. Or that his children are in town for the weekend. Or that he's just in the mood to celebrate - it is his and Anita's 44th anniversary!
He's let us all in to glimpse that celebration of marriage, with his own words: Click here to read them or go to http://alongthejourneywithjack.blogspot.com.
Happy Anniversary, Anita and Jack!
He's let us all in to glimpse that celebration of marriage, with his own words: Click here to read them or go to http://alongthejourneywithjack.blogspot.com.
Happy Anniversary, Anita and Jack!
Friday, June 1, 2007
Update -- in Jack's own words
Dear Friends:
I have struggled this week with changing pain medications. Last week the pain management folk decided to switch me from Oxycontin to an analgesic patch. But for a while they want to use both the Oxycontin and the patch in order to wean me away from the Oxycontin. That’s been harder than I imagined. In fact, I think I have been over-medicated during this process. The result has been shortness of breath, feelings of faintness and weakness, and difficulty sleeping. Apparently my body has experienced some degree of addiction and that’s what we’re currently addressing. The challenge is to wean me off a portion of the medication without experiencing a great increase in pain.
The surgical procedure from last week (insertion of stent to clear the blockage of the common duct) seems to be working well. The doctor indicated, after the fact, that had this not worked, we would have been in real trouble. Thanks for your prayers during this critical time.
We met with the oncologist on Wednesday to inform him that we were not going to try other treatments. He could not have been kinder. He and I have bonded from day one and he is greatly distressed that his treatment (chemotherapy) has not been effective. He mentioned a couple of other options, none of which offer any real hope, but then quickly agreed that our decision to withhold further treatment was probably a wise decision. He assured me that if any radical new and promising treatment comes across his desk, he will get in touch with me.
We talked with Hospice about assuming responsibility for our care from here on out. I have been involved with the Hospice movement for two decades, having served on the Board in Jacksonville. I am a strong proponent of their ministry. The fly in the ointment, once again, involves insurance. They have denied my request to use Hospice Atlanta and instead want me to use a for-profit provider that they recommend. That’s not what we want to do, so we have appealed.
Our daughter, Stephanie, and son-in-law, Henry, are driving up from Jacksonville today and will be with us for the weekend. I can’t tell you how excited I am!
And our son, Charley, has completed his Emory University Singers concert tour in Italy and he is now in Kenya, working for ten days in an orphanage. He’s having a great experience teaching music there, and we look forward to having him home in a week!
I have struggled this week with changing pain medications. Last week the pain management folk decided to switch me from Oxycontin to an analgesic patch. But for a while they want to use both the Oxycontin and the patch in order to wean me away from the Oxycontin. That’s been harder than I imagined. In fact, I think I have been over-medicated during this process. The result has been shortness of breath, feelings of faintness and weakness, and difficulty sleeping. Apparently my body has experienced some degree of addiction and that’s what we’re currently addressing. The challenge is to wean me off a portion of the medication without experiencing a great increase in pain.
The surgical procedure from last week (insertion of stent to clear the blockage of the common duct) seems to be working well. The doctor indicated, after the fact, that had this not worked, we would have been in real trouble. Thanks for your prayers during this critical time.
We met with the oncologist on Wednesday to inform him that we were not going to try other treatments. He could not have been kinder. He and I have bonded from day one and he is greatly distressed that his treatment (chemotherapy) has not been effective. He mentioned a couple of other options, none of which offer any real hope, but then quickly agreed that our decision to withhold further treatment was probably a wise decision. He assured me that if any radical new and promising treatment comes across his desk, he will get in touch with me.
We talked with Hospice about assuming responsibility for our care from here on out. I have been involved with the Hospice movement for two decades, having served on the Board in Jacksonville. I am a strong proponent of their ministry. The fly in the ointment, once again, involves insurance. They have denied my request to use Hospice Atlanta and instead want me to use a for-profit provider that they recommend. That’s not what we want to do, so we have appealed.
Our daughter, Stephanie, and son-in-law, Henry, are driving up from Jacksonville today and will be with us for the weekend. I can’t tell you how excited I am!
And our son, Charley, has completed his Emory University Singers concert tour in Italy and he is now in Kenya, working for ten days in an orphanage. He’s having a great experience teaching music there, and we look forward to having him home in a week!
Monday, May 28, 2007
Memorial Day Update
(From Jack)
I’m happy to report that we are back home from the hospital. What we thought would be a day or two of hospitalization turned into a five-day stay. In fact, when we went to the doctor’s office, we had no idea I would be sent to the hospital. For those of you who like the full picture, here it is! For others, the bottom line is that I’m home, feeling much better, and filled with happiness for the gift of another day of life! Now, you can delete the rest!
Since our return from M.D. Anderson, my pain and nausea levels have risen, pretty dramatically. Last Wednesday night I was up all night, fighting both. A new kind of pain was present. Anita and I decided that the pain was primarily from the growth of the tumor (pressing on other organs) and perhaps some blockage. We had been warned that one of the things we needed to be alert to was the occlusion of the major bile duct.
After a brief visit with the doctor, he sent me to the emergency room at Saint Joseph’s hospital. I remained in emergency from mid-afternoon, Thursday, until nearly 11 p.m. before I was moved to a room. However, they were able to ease the pain and the nausea.
After a series of tests on Friday, the doctor concluded that the common bile duct was blocked causing the gall bladder to be greatly distended. The bilirubin count was extremely elevated almost to the point of sepsis. The doctor said the preferred treatment was to open the blockage through the placement of a stint in this duct, but because of the size and location of the tumor, this might not be a possibility. This would mean that a drain with an external bag would be installed. He said that I would then have to deal with the bag until the end, thus the preferred route would be the stint. So, we went into surgery, uncertain about the outcome.
The procedure was done under sedation, but I was not “put to sleep.” They used a long needle/catheter and went in through the liver, through the common hepatic bile duct, all the way to the small intestine. The doctor was able to insert a stint and open up the entire common bile duct, all the way from the liver, the gall bladder, the pancreas, to the small intestine.
The pain management folk have altered the regimen for pain control, including using a “patch” as well as other goodies including a medicated lollipop. All of my doctors have told me that their main goal is to keep me as pain-free (and nausea-free) as possible, and I join them in this quest!
I don’t think I realized, until the last few hours, the severity of my condition over the past few days. With the blockage of the bile duct, the greatest danger was that sepsis would set-in and I would be hard-pressed to fight it off.
Once again, your prayers have made a huge difference in my struggle. I rejoice in your friendship, celebrate the goodness and faithfulness of God, and look forward to the wonderful future that is unfolding!
I’m happy to report that we are back home from the hospital. What we thought would be a day or two of hospitalization turned into a five-day stay. In fact, when we went to the doctor’s office, we had no idea I would be sent to the hospital. For those of you who like the full picture, here it is! For others, the bottom line is that I’m home, feeling much better, and filled with happiness for the gift of another day of life! Now, you can delete the rest!
Since our return from M.D. Anderson, my pain and nausea levels have risen, pretty dramatically. Last Wednesday night I was up all night, fighting both. A new kind of pain was present. Anita and I decided that the pain was primarily from the growth of the tumor (pressing on other organs) and perhaps some blockage. We had been warned that one of the things we needed to be alert to was the occlusion of the major bile duct.
After a brief visit with the doctor, he sent me to the emergency room at Saint Joseph’s hospital. I remained in emergency from mid-afternoon, Thursday, until nearly 11 p.m. before I was moved to a room. However, they were able to ease the pain and the nausea.
After a series of tests on Friday, the doctor concluded that the common bile duct was blocked causing the gall bladder to be greatly distended. The bilirubin count was extremely elevated almost to the point of sepsis. The doctor said the preferred treatment was to open the blockage through the placement of a stint in this duct, but because of the size and location of the tumor, this might not be a possibility. This would mean that a drain with an external bag would be installed. He said that I would then have to deal with the bag until the end, thus the preferred route would be the stint. So, we went into surgery, uncertain about the outcome.
The procedure was done under sedation, but I was not “put to sleep.” They used a long needle/catheter and went in through the liver, through the common hepatic bile duct, all the way to the small intestine. The doctor was able to insert a stint and open up the entire common bile duct, all the way from the liver, the gall bladder, the pancreas, to the small intestine.
The pain management folk have altered the regimen for pain control, including using a “patch” as well as other goodies including a medicated lollipop. All of my doctors have told me that their main goal is to keep me as pain-free (and nausea-free) as possible, and I join them in this quest!
I don’t think I realized, until the last few hours, the severity of my condition over the past few days. With the blockage of the bile duct, the greatest danger was that sepsis would set-in and I would be hard-pressed to fight it off.
Once again, your prayers have made a huge difference in my struggle. I rejoice in your friendship, celebrate the goodness and faithfulness of God, and look forward to the wonderful future that is unfolding!
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Sunday Update
I talked with Jack on the phone and he says the stint is working well. He's staying in the hospital for another day or two while they get the pain and nausea under control and guard against infection.
- Karyn Hurry
- Karyn Hurry
Friday, May 25, 2007
Successful surgery
Friday 4:00
Dad is out of surgery and it went extremely well! They were able to insert a stint, which is what we were hoping for. Finally some good news!!!!
-Steph
Update as of 2:30 pm Friday:
Dad has just gone into surgery. The doctor is actually going to attempt to put in a stint 1st, but if that doesn't work, they'll go back to plan A with the drain (which is much more complicated to deal with and care for). So, keep sending the positive thoughts, prayers, and energy toward Atlanta and the surgeon, hospital staff, and Mom and Dad. We'll know something this afternoon.
Stephanie Snell
Dad is out of surgery and it went extremely well! They were able to insert a stint, which is what we were hoping for. Finally some good news!!!!
-Steph
Update as of 2:30 pm Friday:
Dad has just gone into surgery. The doctor is actually going to attempt to put in a stint 1st, but if that doesn't work, they'll go back to plan A with the drain (which is much more complicated to deal with and care for). So, keep sending the positive thoughts, prayers, and energy toward Atlanta and the surgeon, hospital staff, and Mom and Dad. We'll know something this afternoon.
Stephanie Snell
Surgery hasn’t happened yet
Some of you’ve been emailing wanting to know the outcome of this morning’s procedure. Jack actually hasn’t had it yet – they are working him in to the schedule, so he’s prepped and ready and waiting for an open slot. They still think it’ll happen today and he may even go home as early as this evening. We’ll update the blog as soon as we can! Thanks for your good thoughts and prayers!
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Getting some relief at St. Joseph's
Jack's been admitted to the hospital this afternoon, so he and Anita can use our prayers.
Most likely he'll go home around noon tomorrow, and will want rest, but I'm sure he'll appreciate your comments and emails when he's well enough this weekend to read them.
It was sort of sudden - Anita hasn't even had the chance to tell all their family members yet - in fact, as of 8:00 tonight, they're still being treated in the ER while they find him a room.
The good news is that he's having a procedure done in the morning that should provide more relief from the pain. They're installing a billiary duct; the tumor has grown so they can't do a stint. This will be an external kind of drain to relieve some of the problems. He does have some infection, but isn't septic, as they had feared. (Medical minds - know that I'm not one, so my spelling and reporting might not be quite accurate.)
He has had a great deal of pain the last couple of days, so it's good that they're taking some steps to relieve the symptoms for him.
Anita thinks they'll go home by noon tomorrow. It's hard for her to receive and make telephone calls right now, but instead, she appreciates your caring comments and good wishes. I'll try to make sure this site gets updated as soon as I know news. . . saying he'll go home at noon still means it'll be quite a bit later until she can get some time to notify us. So this site might not be updated just as soon as things happen, but as soon as I know anything new.
- Cindy (cindyabell@gmail.com)
Without a break let your prayers continue to be made.
-- Ballentine
Most likely he'll go home around noon tomorrow, and will want rest, but I'm sure he'll appreciate your comments and emails when he's well enough this weekend to read them.
It was sort of sudden - Anita hasn't even had the chance to tell all their family members yet - in fact, as of 8:00 tonight, they're still being treated in the ER while they find him a room.
The good news is that he's having a procedure done in the morning that should provide more relief from the pain. They're installing a billiary duct; the tumor has grown so they can't do a stint. This will be an external kind of drain to relieve some of the problems. He does have some infection, but isn't septic, as they had feared. (Medical minds - know that I'm not one, so my spelling and reporting might not be quite accurate.)
He has had a great deal of pain the last couple of days, so it's good that they're taking some steps to relieve the symptoms for him.
Anita thinks they'll go home by noon tomorrow. It's hard for her to receive and make telephone calls right now, but instead, she appreciates your caring comments and good wishes. I'll try to make sure this site gets updated as soon as I know news. . . saying he'll go home at noon still means it'll be quite a bit later until she can get some time to notify us. So this site might not be updated just as soon as things happen, but as soon as I know anything new.
- Cindy (cindyabell@gmail.com)
Without a break let your prayers continue to be made.
-- Ballentine
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Encouraged by your outpourings
This past week was a week of ups and downs, of anticipation and disappointment. The last great hope for further treatment was the proton therapy at MD Anderson. But as you have read, that didn’t pan out. The involvement of the blood vessels and duodenum precludes the use of this powerful treatment.
In addition, I have had several pretty severe episodes of nausea, vomiting, and increased pain. My assumption is that as the cancer grows, the pain level is increasing. That, along with the heavy dosages of pain killers, lead to the nausea. But, in addition to these increasing episodes, I have had some pretty good days, for which I give thanks.
We currently are attempting to check with all our doctors about any further treatment. MD Anderson suggested I try conventional radiation therapy, but we are still not convinced that the results will merit the down-side. Pray with us for wisdom.
One happy occurrence this week was the visit of Dr. Stephen Tam, the Dean of the Asian Baptist Graduate Theological Seminary (ABGTS).
This is a consortium of nine Baptist Seminaries throughout Asia that offers doctoral programs. Stephen’s office is in Hong Kong and he played an important role in introducing us (and CBF) to Baptists in Asia. My last two years in Asia, I served as consultant for doctoral students for ABGTS and Anita and I arranged for two CBF Affiliates (David and Rita Mashburn) to set up and administer the Dean’s office.
Stephen said that without CBF’s involvement, they would never have gotten the office off the ground. Stephen had been instructed by the ABGTS board, at a recent meeting, to bring to us a resolution they passed, thanking Anita and me (and CBF) for our partnership in training the future Baptist theological leaders in Asia. As you can imagine, we were heartened both by Stephen’s visit and by the generous words of the ABGTS board.
I continue to be buoyed by your comments on the blog and your email and cards. I’m not able to respond to these many outpourings of love, but I am greatly encouraged by them. Continue your prayers. God is not finished with us yet!
Go to today's Along the Journey entitled "Kindness."
In addition, I have had several pretty severe episodes of nausea, vomiting, and increased pain. My assumption is that as the cancer grows, the pain level is increasing. That, along with the heavy dosages of pain killers, lead to the nausea. But, in addition to these increasing episodes, I have had some pretty good days, for which I give thanks.
We currently are attempting to check with all our doctors about any further treatment. MD Anderson suggested I try conventional radiation therapy, but we are still not convinced that the results will merit the down-side. Pray with us for wisdom.
One happy occurrence this week was the visit of Dr. Stephen Tam, the Dean of the Asian Baptist Graduate Theological Seminary (ABGTS).
This is a consortium of nine Baptist Seminaries throughout Asia that offers doctoral programs. Stephen’s office is in Hong Kong and he played an important role in introducing us (and CBF) to Baptists in Asia. My last two years in Asia, I served as consultant for doctoral students for ABGTS and Anita and I arranged for two CBF Affiliates (David and Rita Mashburn) to set up and administer the Dean’s office.
Stephen said that without CBF’s involvement, they would never have gotten the office off the ground. Stephen had been instructed by the ABGTS board, at a recent meeting, to bring to us a resolution they passed, thanking Anita and me (and CBF) for our partnership in training the future Baptist theological leaders in Asia. As you can imagine, we were heartened both by Stephen’s visit and by the generous words of the ABGTS board.
I continue to be buoyed by your comments on the blog and your email and cards. I’m not able to respond to these many outpourings of love, but I am greatly encouraged by them. Continue your prayers. God is not finished with us yet!
Go to today's Along the Journey entitled "Kindness."
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Update from Texas
We spent Monday at M.D. Anderson, going through various tests – blood tests, x-rays, and CT scans. Tuesday we met with Dr. Crane of the Proton Division of the Department of Radiation Oncology. We spent nearly an hour with him and his associates. The bottom line is that I am not a candidate for proton therapy. Because the cancer has involved the superior mesenteric arteries, proton therapy is not an option. The heavy dosage of radiation cannot be given because of the damage it would do to the duodenum and the arteries.
So, once again, the door has been closed to what we felt was a promising option. Dr. Crane suggested that we consider traditional radiation in Atlanta. The radiologist whom we saw in Atlanta, back in February, did his training at M.D. Anderson and Dr. Crane speaks highly of him. We considered this option early on and decided against it because of the residual effects on surrounding tissue and organs. We will, once again, look at this option, but I’m not sure we’ll go there unless we are convinced the potential benefits outweigh the risks.
Thanks you for you prayers. Even as we face the fact that there are few, if any, options left, we continue to hold on to our faith and to the promise of God’s love and care. Your prayers and assurances of love are daily reminders of those promises.
- Jack
So, once again, the door has been closed to what we felt was a promising option. Dr. Crane suggested that we consider traditional radiation in Atlanta. The radiologist whom we saw in Atlanta, back in February, did his training at M.D. Anderson and Dr. Crane speaks highly of him. We considered this option early on and decided against it because of the residual effects on surrounding tissue and organs. We will, once again, look at this option, but I’m not sure we’ll go there unless we are convinced the potential benefits outweigh the risks.
Thanks you for you prayers. Even as we face the fact that there are few, if any, options left, we continue to hold on to our faith and to the promise of God’s love and care. Your prayers and assurances of love are daily reminders of those promises.
- Jack
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Along the Journey. . . .
Jack has given us another chance to go Along the Journey with him. (Click here to access it or go to
http://alongthejourneywithjack.blogspot.com.)
A literal journey is ahead of them on Sunday as well - Jack and Anita are traveling to Houston, investigating proton therapy options at M.D. Anderson. Our prayers go with them!
For those of you not physically around, I'll tell you that Jack has been looking good, ducking into the office for a few hours throughout the day, working and attending meetings and - to his great pleasure - visiting with his college roommate! Art Christmas, who is a pastor in Evansville, Indiana, and Jack haven't seen each other in 20 years. Jack says his visit added a great deal of joy to his day.
Travelling mercies, Jack, and let us know how it's going in Texas!
Monday, May 7, 2007
. . .but not discouraged .
(Monday evening)
Our oncologist just called (5:45 p.m.). The surgeon has not yet called, but the oncologist wanted us to know what the report said. The report is not good. The tumor has not responded to the chemo. Rather than shrinking, it has grown (from 4.3 cm to 5.3 cm). There is slight necrosis in the center of the tumor, which might mean that the tumor is dying, but most likely it is because the tumor has reached the size where the blood vessels can no longer supply sufficient blood. There is no sign that the tumor has spread to the liver (which is the only surrounding organ the MRI scanned).
There was a slight chance that if the tumor has shrunk, I would be a candidate for resection, but the oncologist said that, in his opinion, that is not the case and surgery is not an option.
Our plans are to go to MD Anderson next Sunday for a Monday appointment with the radiologist. He will do tests to see if I am a candidate for proton therapy.
Continue your prayers. We are disappointed, but not discouraged.
Jack
Our oncologist just called (5:45 p.m.). The surgeon has not yet called, but the oncologist wanted us to know what the report said. The report is not good. The tumor has not responded to the chemo. Rather than shrinking, it has grown (from 4.3 cm to 5.3 cm). There is slight necrosis in the center of the tumor, which might mean that the tumor is dying, but most likely it is because the tumor has reached the size where the blood vessels can no longer supply sufficient blood. There is no sign that the tumor has spread to the liver (which is the only surrounding organ the MRI scanned).
There was a slight chance that if the tumor has shrunk, I would be a candidate for resection, but the oncologist said that, in his opinion, that is not the case and surgery is not an option.
Our plans are to go to MD Anderson next Sunday for a Monday appointment with the radiologist. He will do tests to see if I am a candidate for proton therapy.
Continue your prayers. We are disappointed, but not discouraged.
Jack
Friday, May 4, 2007
Vigil for Jack and Anita
What a gift we are given to be allowed to pray for each other! So many have given a wonderful gift to Jack and Anita to pray for them in such a focused, intentional, and community way these past 24 hours. The gifts they have given to us are to have allowed us this opportunity and to pray for us in return.
Our Christ, who intercedes for each of us, hears our prayers of heart and word. We plead veni Sancte Spiritus and the Spirit does, and helps us with our utterances. Out of the depth of God's grace and the wideness of God's mercy, our prayers are answered.
Jack told us early on that his faith did not depend upon a miracle but even in this Vigil, I believe that miracles have occurred. You are invited to share your experience of prayer with us. Thank you for your focus during this vigil and for your continued prayers for our beloved Jack and Anita.
- Constance McNeill
Quick Friday Update
Jack is back from the MRI, Anita says. The reading and interpretation of the results won't be til Monday or later, but a number of you have asked how he is today. He's tired out from the day, but buoyed by your overwhelming response in prayer over the past 22 hours. Two hours left and people are still asking to be added!
One person, who had an early,early morning time slot, said it was a wonderful experience for her, praying for Jack and Anita, and she felt like she was carrying them around in her heart for the rest of this day.
Many of us feel that connection and are enjoying sharing our Vigil experiences with one another - through the posts and some people have just shared them in person or on the phone. If you'd like to post, are unable to post, allow me and I'll do it for you -cindyabell@gmail.com
Peace! - Cindy
One person, who had an early,early morning time slot, said it was a wonderful experience for her, praying for Jack and Anita, and she felt like she was carrying them around in her heart for the rest of this day.
Many of us feel that connection and are enjoying sharing our Vigil experiences with one another - through the posts and some people have just shared them in person or on the phone. If you'd like to post, are unable to post, allow me and I'll do it for you -cindyabell@gmail.com
Peace! - Cindy
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Prayer Vigil begins at 7
“This is overwhelming.” 
That was Jack’s response this afternoon when he got into the office and saw the schedule for the Prayer Vigil starting tonight.
It’s also a particularly “wonderful time for this,” he said.
Today they’ve been facing the daunting tasks related to insurance companies’ coverage and strategy. They also met with the oncologist, opting not to do the last of the 9 chemo treatments. Instead, they are turning their minds to tomorrow’s MRI. At 8:30 Friday morning he’ll have an MRI, the results of which will guide the decisions for the next steps in care. (Probably no results til Monday, though.)
It is overwhelming - that people from all over the globe – China to Missouri – are on this list below and will be offering up prayers to the Lord on behalf of Jack and Anita, starting tonight at 7:00.
It’s not too late – it’s never to late! – to pray. You can still sign up for times. Or you can pray at a time, and then report back to us that you did it. We’ll keep the list as up to date as we can.
Thanks to all of you, for filling every slot so beautifully, so that it truly will be 24 hours of constant prayer being lifted up for our friends. It’s a beautiful community, the family of Christians, as Jack said earlier today. I also want to say a special thanks to Connie McNeill for organizing this Vigil, and Amy Morris for tending to the schedule with such care.
I’m sure Jack (and the rest of us!) would love to hear reports back on the blog, after Friday, about how and what you did as you participate in this lovely and powerful day of prayer. Feel free to share in the comments below, or email me and I’ll post them for you.
Prayerfully,
Cindy
Scroll down a few screenfuls to view the updated list . . .
That was Jack’s response this afternoon when he got into the office and saw the schedule for the Prayer Vigil starting tonight.
It’s also a particularly “wonderful time for this,” he said.
Today they’ve been facing the daunting tasks related to insurance companies’ coverage and strategy. They also met with the oncologist, opting not to do the last of the 9 chemo treatments. Instead, they are turning their minds to tomorrow’s MRI. At 8:30 Friday morning he’ll have an MRI, the results of which will guide the decisions for the next steps in care. (Probably no results til Monday, though.)
It is overwhelming - that people from all over the globe – China to Missouri – are on this list below and will be offering up prayers to the Lord on behalf of Jack and Anita, starting tonight at 7:00.
It’s not too late – it’s never to late! – to pray. You can still sign up for times. Or you can pray at a time, and then report back to us that you did it. We’ll keep the list as up to date as we can.
Thanks to all of you, for filling every slot so beautifully, so that it truly will be 24 hours of constant prayer being lifted up for our friends. It’s a beautiful community, the family of Christians, as Jack said earlier today. I also want to say a special thanks to Connie McNeill for organizing this Vigil, and Amy Morris for tending to the schedule with such care.
I’m sure Jack (and the rest of us!) would love to hear reports back on the blog, after Friday, about how and what you did as you participate in this lovely and powerful day of prayer. Feel free to share in the comments below, or email me and I’ll post them for you.
Prayerfully,
Cindy
Scroll down a few screenfuls to view the updated list . . .
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
Prayer Vigil for Jack and Anita
> Thursday 7 PM - Friday 7 PM
> May 3 – 4
> 15-minute intervals
> Sign up here for a scheduled time
Join the Prayer Vigil. For all of us who’ve said, “Let me know if there’s something I can do,” now there’s a perfect opportunity. A prayer vigil is being planned specifically for Jack and Anita. You are welcomed and encouraged to participate.
Blocks of prayer time in 15 minute intervals are being scheduled. Beginning this Thursday night (tomorrow) at 7 and going round-the-clock til Friday night at 7, the vigil will have someone praying at all times for Jack and Anita. Everyone is needed, every prayer important. Please agree to a scheduled time by:
- replying in the “comments” below with your preference
or
- emailing me with your preference (cindyabell@gmail.com)
How to sign up. I know using the “comments” below can be a bit cumbersome, but it will allow others to see right away what times you prefer, so they may choose another. So use it if you can! If you can’t, though, send an email directly to me and I’ll get you signed up. I will compile the list and post it here so you will know when your time is. If anytime is okay with you, please indicate that and I'll schedule you where you're most needed. (Please send me the NUMBER associated with the block of time - that helps alot.)
What to pray for. Jack and Anita both need our prayers, in many different ways. You pray in the way you feel is needed and effective. Suggestions might be around these lines:
- Jack has an MRI on Friday that will judge how well chemo’s been working. This is an important milestone. A good report will allow doctors to pursue another exciting new option, proton therapy.
- Hard decisions continually must be made, such as continuing chemo versus the debilitating effects it has on the body: nausea, dehydration, risk.
- Health care professionals often find it systematically difficult to work together across system lines; communication among them and collaborative strategies are key.
- Anita faces much stress: many new tasks, concern for her husband, pain as she sees him struggle, being primary communicator to everyone, decisions. Community of care around her and spiritual nurturing, as well as the practical concerns of every day, are all important items to pray about on her behalf.
- You may have special ways you find to pray – would you be willing to share them (below) in comments? or email them to me to post?
- Of course, we pray for outcomes that are miraculous, pain to be assuaged, God’s comforting spirit to be present, courage, peace, stamina, - all with continued faith and hope.
Where to pray. If you are in or near the CBF Resource Center in Atlanta, a special, quiet place will be set aside – most likely the vacant room next to Jack’s office. Otherwise, use any spot you find around the globe that is good for you to communicate with God.
Times to choose from. Below is the day, broken into 15-minute intervals in Eastern Standard Time. Those of you around the world who wish to participate, please convert your time zone into EST when you make your request. The times are numbered so you can just give the number associated with your block of time. Thursday (tomorrow, May 3) at noon we will begin to compile the list and will post it as soon after that as possible. It will be posted here on the blog, or ask me and I can email it to you individually.
Thanks so much for participating, for encouraging others to participate, and for your continued prayer and love for Jack and Anita. Check back here Thursday afternoon and evening for your "assignment!"
Thursday, May 3
1 __ 7:00 – 7:15 PM Joe McDade, Yoo Yoon, Jack & Faye Shaw
2 __ 7:15 – 7:30 PM Anne Hitt, Ameilia Zeigler Paulk
3 __ 7:30 – 7:45 PM Mich and Pat Tosan, Henry and Irene Green, Charles Qualls
4 __ 7:45 – 8:00 PM Terry Walton, Ally, Shelby, Cleo
5 __ 8:00 – 8:15 PM Ellen Burnette, Allison Tennyson, Gwen Cottrell, Kay Echelberger
6 __ 8:15 – 8:30 PM Rick Burnette, Isabel St. Gaudens
7 __ 8:30 – 8:45 PM Jean Willingham, Gene & Lonya Scarborough
8 __ 8:45 – 9:00 PM Carla Wynn & Todd Davis
9 __ 9:00 – 9:15 PM Marion Aldridge, Sheryl & Chuck Gates
10 __ 9:15 – 9:30 PM Helen Phillips, James Garrison
11 __ 9:30 – 9:45 PM Bill Turnage, Bertha Sharp, David & Ann Wilson, Marianne & Paul Gruzlewski
12 __ 9:45 –10:00 PM Tom and Beth Ogburn, Winford & Carol Hendrix
13 __ 10:00 – 10:15 PM Dub Pool, Margaret Gibson Gene Brymer
14 __ 10:15 – 10:30 PM Rob Nash, Gwen Colwell
15 __ 10:30 – 10:45 PM Gwen Colwell, Becky Matheny, Ray Higgins, Debbie Barnes
16 __ 10:45 – 11:00 PM Susan Stewart, Dean & Karr La Dickens, Marion Watson
17 __ 11:00 – 11:15 PM Charlotte Taylor, Sam Henderson, Carolyn Crumpler, Damon Ratterree
18 __ 11:15 – 11:30 PM Elizabeth Barnes, Larry Hovis, Paula Settle
19 __ 11:30 – 11:45 PM Hazel Snell Littlejohn, Peggy Pemble, Chubby Bass
20 __ 11:45 PM – 12:00 AM Lori Irons-Crenshaw,
Carol Campbell, Leonora
Friday, May 4
21 __ 12:00 AM – 12:15 AM Brent Huss, Matt Sciba, Bud Strawn, Jean Bass
22 __ 12:15 – 12:30 AM Jack Glasgow, Nick Skipper, Dianne(Ratterree) Dixon
23 __ 12:30 – 12:45 AM Pam Stiles, Aaron & Stephanie Glenn
24 __ 12:45 – 1:00 AM Ray Johnson, Sara Powell
25 __ 1:00 – 1:15 AM Cindy Ruble, Philip Barnes
26 __ 1:15 – 1:30 AM Don Pittman, Tiffne Whitley
27 __ 1:30 – 1:45 AM Craig & Susan
28 __ 1:45 – 2:00 AM Bob & Janice Newell
29 __ 2:00 – 2:15 AM Tammy Stocks
30 __ 2:15 – 2:30 AM Becky Smith
31 __ 2:30 – 2:45 AM Jim Smith
32 __ 2:45 – 3:00 AM Gennady Podgaisky, Susan & Scott Christie, Don & Karen Barnes, Charles & Carolyn Horton, Macarena & Eddie Aldape
33 __ 3:00 – 3:15 AM Jeremy Lewis
34 __ 3:15 – 3:30 AM Rick & Martha Shaw
35 __ 3:30 – 3:45 AM Katrina Salter
36 __ 3:45 – 4:00 AM Elisa Casey
37 __ 4:00 – 4:15 AM Dianne & Shane McNary, Jeff Rogers
38 __ 4:15 – 4:30 AM Jeff Rogers, Michael Johnson
39 __ 4:30 – 4:45 AM Charlotte Taylor
40 __ 4:45 – 5:00 AM Judy Nyoike
41 __ 5:00 – 5:15 AM Clarissa Strickland, Ludmilla Teterina
42 __ 5:15 – 5:30 AM Charles Ray, Julie & Bill Babcock
43 __ 5:30 – 5:45 AM Jane Riley, John Wikman, Jan Moore
44 __ 5:45 – 6:00 AM Tamara Tillman, Keri Gage
45 __ 6:00 – 6:15 AM Joyce Page, Ken Meyers
46 __ 6:15 – 6:30 AM Jim Page, Glen Foster
47 __ 6:30 – 6:45 AM Lynn Rogers, Arville Earl, Dennis Foust
48 __ 6:45 – 7:00 AM Jim & Judy Strawn, Sheila Earl, Sally Lott
49 __ 7:00 – 7:15 AM Vickie Traynum, Carole and Herman Fauss
50 __ 7:15 – 7:30 AM Larry Eubanks
51 __ 7:30 – 7:45 AM Jeanie McGowan, Cynthia Holmes
52 __ 7:45 – 8:00 AM Connie McNeill, Marty Bennett, Vicky Fendley, Matt Norman, Becky B. Green, Raymond Shepley, Joel & Nannette Avery
53 __ 8:00 – 8:15 AM Beth Fogg, Sandi, Randall Ashcraft
54 __ 8:15 – 8:30 AM Beverly Greer, Juanita Adams, Karen Morrow
55 __ 8:30 – 8:45 AM Susan Settle & Amy Morris
56 __ 8:45 – 9:00 AM Jonathan Ivy, Jim & Barbara VanHoose
57 __ 9:00 – 9:15 AM Phill Martin, Rebecca Dean
58 __ 9:15 – 9:30 AM Mart Gray
59 __ 9:30 – 9:45 AM Candice Young
60 __ 9:45 –10:00 AM Greg Magruder, Mary & Don Langford
61 __ 10:00 – 10:15 AM Brenda Lisenby, Colleern Beatty, Helen Ratterree and Daniel Dixon, Bill and Michelle Cayard
62 __ 10:15 – 10:30 AM Rick & Joyce Snell
63 __ 10:30 – 10:45 AM Chuck & Sheryl Gates
64 __ 10:45 – 11:00 AM Libby Senterfitt
65 __ 11:00 – 11:15 AM Sally Saffer, Melin & Ron Green
66 __ 11:15 – 11:30 AM Lisa Morrison
67 __ 11:30 – 11:45 AM Richard Philips
68 __ 11:45 PM – 12:00 PM Timothy Wood
69 __ 12:00 AM – 12:15 PM Dub and Joy Steincross
70 __ 12:15 – 12:30 PM Velma Porraz
71 __ 12:30 – 12:45 PM Victoria Whatley
72 __ 12:45 – 1:00 PM Linda Caveness, Aubrey Owens
73 __ 1:00 – 1:15 PM Chuck & Amy Morris, Virginia Owens, Estelle Foster
74 __ 1:15 – 1:30 PM Julie Mason
75 __ 1:30 – 1:45 PM Bill Mason, Scott Conner
76 __ 1:45 – 2:00 PM Jimmy Lewis
77 __ 2:00 – 2:15 PM Adam Scott
78 __ 2:15 – 2:30 PM Carole and Herman Fauss, Leslie Burkhalter
79 __ 2:30 – 2:45 PM Greg Walters, Larry Hurst
80 __ 2:45 – 3:00 PM Mary Carol Day
81 __ 3:00 – 3:15 PM Don & Betty Williams
82 __ 3:15 – 3:30 PM Melissa & Wes Browning
83 __ 3:30 – 3:45 PM Kenny Park, Tara Johns
84 __ 3:45 – 4:00 PM Kevin & Susan Rogers
85 __ 4:00 – 4:15 PM Kathy Smith
86 __ 4:15 – 4:30 PM Darrel Smith, Daniel Vestal
87 __ 4:30 – 4:45 PM Mary McCoy, Courtney & Jurelle Stanton, Tina Bailey, Anne Birchfield
88 __ 4:45 – 5:00 PM Kay Searcy
89 __ 5:00 – 5:15 PM Laurie McDonald, Ann Carter
90 __ 5:15 – 5:30 PM Milton & Maryanne Womack, Judy Burge
91 __ 5:30 – 5:45 PM Jacquelyn Franklin
92 __ 5:45 – 6:00 PM Clay Hudson
93 __ 6:00 – 6:15 PM Lois Smith, Flo Shepley
94 __ 6:15 – 6:30 PM Jan, Rosanna & Elizabeth Hurt
95 __ 6:30 – 6:45 PM Miss Dixie (Norma Hagan)
96 __ 6:45 – 7:00 PM Grace Powell Freeman
> May 3 – 4
> 15-minute intervals
> Sign up here for a scheduled time
Join the Prayer Vigil. For all of us who’ve said, “Let me know if there’s something I can do,” now there’s a perfect opportunity. A prayer vigil is being planned specifically for Jack and Anita. You are welcomed and encouraged to participate.
Blocks of prayer time in 15 minute intervals are being scheduled. Beginning this Thursday night (tomorrow) at 7 and going round-the-clock til Friday night at 7, the vigil will have someone praying at all times for Jack and Anita. Everyone is needed, every prayer important. Please agree to a scheduled time by:
- replying in the “comments” below with your preference
or
- emailing me with your preference (cindyabell@gmail.com)
How to sign up. I know using the “comments” below can be a bit cumbersome, but it will allow others to see right away what times you prefer, so they may choose another. So use it if you can! If you can’t, though, send an email directly to me and I’ll get you signed up. I will compile the list and post it here so you will know when your time is. If anytime is okay with you, please indicate that and I'll schedule you where you're most needed. (Please send me the NUMBER associated with the block of time - that helps alot.)
What to pray for. Jack and Anita both need our prayers, in many different ways. You pray in the way you feel is needed and effective. Suggestions might be around these lines:
- Jack has an MRI on Friday that will judge how well chemo’s been working. This is an important milestone. A good report will allow doctors to pursue another exciting new option, proton therapy.
- Hard decisions continually must be made, such as continuing chemo versus the debilitating effects it has on the body: nausea, dehydration, risk.
- Health care professionals often find it systematically difficult to work together across system lines; communication among them and collaborative strategies are key.
- Anita faces much stress: many new tasks, concern for her husband, pain as she sees him struggle, being primary communicator to everyone, decisions. Community of care around her and spiritual nurturing, as well as the practical concerns of every day, are all important items to pray about on her behalf.
- You may have special ways you find to pray – would you be willing to share them (below) in comments? or email them to me to post?
- Of course, we pray for outcomes that are miraculous, pain to be assuaged, God’s comforting spirit to be present, courage, peace, stamina, - all with continued faith and hope.
Where to pray. If you are in or near the CBF Resource Center in Atlanta, a special, quiet place will be set aside – most likely the vacant room next to Jack’s office. Otherwise, use any spot you find around the globe that is good for you to communicate with God.
Times to choose from. Below is the day, broken into 15-minute intervals in Eastern Standard Time. Those of you around the world who wish to participate, please convert your time zone into EST when you make your request. The times are numbered so you can just give the number associated with your block of time. Thursday (tomorrow, May 3) at noon we will begin to compile the list and will post it as soon after that as possible. It will be posted here on the blog, or ask me and I can email it to you individually.
Thanks so much for participating, for encouraging others to participate, and for your continued prayer and love for Jack and Anita. Check back here Thursday afternoon and evening for your "assignment!"
Thursday, May 3
1 __ 7:00 – 7:15 PM Joe McDade, Yoo Yoon, Jack & Faye Shaw
2 __ 7:15 – 7:30 PM Anne Hitt, Ameilia Zeigler Paulk
3 __ 7:30 – 7:45 PM Mich and Pat Tosan, Henry and Irene Green, Charles Qualls
4 __ 7:45 – 8:00 PM Terry Walton, Ally, Shelby, Cleo
5 __ 8:00 – 8:15 PM Ellen Burnette, Allison Tennyson, Gwen Cottrell, Kay Echelberger
6 __ 8:15 – 8:30 PM Rick Burnette, Isabel St. Gaudens
7 __ 8:30 – 8:45 PM Jean Willingham, Gene & Lonya Scarborough
8 __ 8:45 – 9:00 PM Carla Wynn & Todd Davis
9 __ 9:00 – 9:15 PM Marion Aldridge, Sheryl & Chuck Gates
10 __ 9:15 – 9:30 PM Helen Phillips, James Garrison
11 __ 9:30 – 9:45 PM Bill Turnage, Bertha Sharp, David & Ann Wilson, Marianne & Paul Gruzlewski
12 __ 9:45 –10:00 PM Tom and Beth Ogburn, Winford & Carol Hendrix
13 __ 10:00 – 10:15 PM Dub Pool, Margaret Gibson Gene Brymer
14 __ 10:15 – 10:30 PM Rob Nash, Gwen Colwell
15 __ 10:30 – 10:45 PM Gwen Colwell, Becky Matheny, Ray Higgins, Debbie Barnes
16 __ 10:45 – 11:00 PM Susan Stewart, Dean & Karr La Dickens, Marion Watson
17 __ 11:00 – 11:15 PM Charlotte Taylor, Sam Henderson, Carolyn Crumpler, Damon Ratterree
18 __ 11:15 – 11:30 PM Elizabeth Barnes, Larry Hovis, Paula Settle
19 __ 11:30 – 11:45 PM Hazel Snell Littlejohn, Peggy Pemble, Chubby Bass
20 __ 11:45 PM – 12:00 AM Lori Irons-Crenshaw,
Carol Campbell, Leonora
Friday, May 4
21 __ 12:00 AM – 12:15 AM Brent Huss, Matt Sciba, Bud Strawn, Jean Bass
22 __ 12:15 – 12:30 AM Jack Glasgow, Nick Skipper, Dianne(Ratterree) Dixon
23 __ 12:30 – 12:45 AM Pam Stiles, Aaron & Stephanie Glenn
24 __ 12:45 – 1:00 AM Ray Johnson, Sara Powell
25 __ 1:00 – 1:15 AM Cindy Ruble, Philip Barnes
26 __ 1:15 – 1:30 AM Don Pittman, Tiffne Whitley
27 __ 1:30 – 1:45 AM Craig & Susan
28 __ 1:45 – 2:00 AM Bob & Janice Newell
29 __ 2:00 – 2:15 AM Tammy Stocks
30 __ 2:15 – 2:30 AM Becky Smith
31 __ 2:30 – 2:45 AM Jim Smith
32 __ 2:45 – 3:00 AM Gennady Podgaisky, Susan & Scott Christie, Don & Karen Barnes, Charles & Carolyn Horton, Macarena & Eddie Aldape
33 __ 3:00 – 3:15 AM Jeremy Lewis
34 __ 3:15 – 3:30 AM Rick & Martha Shaw
35 __ 3:30 – 3:45 AM Katrina Salter
36 __ 3:45 – 4:00 AM Elisa Casey
37 __ 4:00 – 4:15 AM Dianne & Shane McNary, Jeff Rogers
38 __ 4:15 – 4:30 AM Jeff Rogers, Michael Johnson
39 __ 4:30 – 4:45 AM Charlotte Taylor
40 __ 4:45 – 5:00 AM Judy Nyoike
41 __ 5:00 – 5:15 AM Clarissa Strickland, Ludmilla Teterina
42 __ 5:15 – 5:30 AM Charles Ray, Julie & Bill Babcock
43 __ 5:30 – 5:45 AM Jane Riley, John Wikman, Jan Moore
44 __ 5:45 – 6:00 AM Tamara Tillman, Keri Gage
45 __ 6:00 – 6:15 AM Joyce Page, Ken Meyers
46 __ 6:15 – 6:30 AM Jim Page, Glen Foster
47 __ 6:30 – 6:45 AM Lynn Rogers, Arville Earl, Dennis Foust
48 __ 6:45 – 7:00 AM Jim & Judy Strawn, Sheila Earl, Sally Lott
49 __ 7:00 – 7:15 AM Vickie Traynum, Carole and Herman Fauss
50 __ 7:15 – 7:30 AM Larry Eubanks
51 __ 7:30 – 7:45 AM Jeanie McGowan, Cynthia Holmes
52 __ 7:45 – 8:00 AM Connie McNeill, Marty Bennett, Vicky Fendley, Matt Norman, Becky B. Green, Raymond Shepley, Joel & Nannette Avery
53 __ 8:00 – 8:15 AM Beth Fogg, Sandi, Randall Ashcraft
54 __ 8:15 – 8:30 AM Beverly Greer, Juanita Adams, Karen Morrow
55 __ 8:30 – 8:45 AM Susan Settle & Amy Morris
56 __ 8:45 – 9:00 AM Jonathan Ivy, Jim & Barbara VanHoose
57 __ 9:00 – 9:15 AM Phill Martin, Rebecca Dean
58 __ 9:15 – 9:30 AM Mart Gray
59 __ 9:30 – 9:45 AM Candice Young
60 __ 9:45 –10:00 AM Greg Magruder, Mary & Don Langford
61 __ 10:00 – 10:15 AM Brenda Lisenby, Colleern Beatty, Helen Ratterree and Daniel Dixon, Bill and Michelle Cayard
62 __ 10:15 – 10:30 AM Rick & Joyce Snell
63 __ 10:30 – 10:45 AM Chuck & Sheryl Gates
64 __ 10:45 – 11:00 AM Libby Senterfitt
65 __ 11:00 – 11:15 AM Sally Saffer, Melin & Ron Green
66 __ 11:15 – 11:30 AM Lisa Morrison
67 __ 11:30 – 11:45 AM Richard Philips
68 __ 11:45 PM – 12:00 PM Timothy Wood
69 __ 12:00 AM – 12:15 PM Dub and Joy Steincross
70 __ 12:15 – 12:30 PM Velma Porraz
71 __ 12:30 – 12:45 PM Victoria Whatley
72 __ 12:45 – 1:00 PM Linda Caveness, Aubrey Owens
73 __ 1:00 – 1:15 PM Chuck & Amy Morris, Virginia Owens, Estelle Foster
74 __ 1:15 – 1:30 PM Julie Mason
75 __ 1:30 – 1:45 PM Bill Mason, Scott Conner
76 __ 1:45 – 2:00 PM Jimmy Lewis
77 __ 2:00 – 2:15 PM Adam Scott
78 __ 2:15 – 2:30 PM Carole and Herman Fauss, Leslie Burkhalter
79 __ 2:30 – 2:45 PM Greg Walters, Larry Hurst
80 __ 2:45 – 3:00 PM Mary Carol Day
81 __ 3:00 – 3:15 PM Don & Betty Williams
82 __ 3:15 – 3:30 PM Melissa & Wes Browning
83 __ 3:30 – 3:45 PM Kenny Park, Tara Johns
84 __ 3:45 – 4:00 PM Kevin & Susan Rogers
85 __ 4:00 – 4:15 PM Kathy Smith
86 __ 4:15 – 4:30 PM Darrel Smith, Daniel Vestal
87 __ 4:30 – 4:45 PM Mary McCoy, Courtney & Jurelle Stanton, Tina Bailey, Anne Birchfield
88 __ 4:45 – 5:00 PM Kay Searcy
89 __ 5:00 – 5:15 PM Laurie McDonald, Ann Carter
90 __ 5:15 – 5:30 PM Milton & Maryanne Womack, Judy Burge
91 __ 5:30 – 5:45 PM Jacquelyn Franklin
92 __ 5:45 – 6:00 PM Clay Hudson
93 __ 6:00 – 6:15 PM Lois Smith, Flo Shepley
94 __ 6:15 – 6:30 PM Jan, Rosanna & Elizabeth Hurt
95 __ 6:30 – 6:45 PM Miss Dixie (Norma Hagan)
96 __ 6:45 – 7:00 PM Grace Powell Freeman
Thursday, April 26, 2007
An act of hope and confidence
Sunday Update:!
Jack says that Saturday and Sunday have been much better days. The combination of anti-nausea drugs seems to be working thus far. He was able to attend the spring concert of the Atlanta Sacred Chorale Saturday night. His and Anita’s son, Charley, was the featured tenor soloist. Letting the music flood his soul, says Jack, was better than any medicine
Friday Update:
The Friday update from Jack is not quite as good as we had hoped. His Thursday chemotherapy led to a new round of severe nausea and additional abdominal pain. In fact, Thursday and Friday were among the most challenging he has faced. He spent much of Friday at the doctor’s office, receiving hydration and three different kinds of anti-nausea medications. Apparently the chemo has built up in his body to the extent that it has caused increased, nearly uncontrollable nausea. Join us in prayer that the medicines administered today will be effective and will give him some relief. (Read his own words - in the Saturday update below.)
Thursday update:
Jack WAS able to have his chemo today. Yay!! He's probably facing a rough weekend as a result of that, but "yay!" that his heart rate and other variables were satisfactory enough for another round. I'm sure no one wants to do cartwheels for chemo, but I do thank God that it's available and that his body's letting him continue it. I know you do too!
Wednesday:
I know you're like me, and you want to know every day how Jack is doing. He's reticent to post too much, but I've assured him we're all eager to hear. It helps us know how to pray, and it keeps us feeling in touch with him.
So what I can tell you today (Wednesday) is that he was looking good and sounding good. Now, he's lost some noticeable weight and he's not back up to par by any means. But he's successfully battled through another couple of days of severe pain and chemo naseau. Someone pointed out in Community Gathering yesterday that that kind of nasea isn't like any other that we'd have experienced. So I know we all feel for Jack.
The good news is, though, with two kinds of anti-nasea medications, continued pain meds, and something to stimulate his hunger, he is rallying. We're hoping and praying he is cleared to do chemo tomorrow, as a matter of fact. (Thursday.) He had a good night's sleep for the first time in many days, which, as you know, is a great blessing and comfort. He has a great sense of humor about it, as well as (as you know) a beautiful honest approach. Which we all appreciate, his letting us walk alongside him through this.
One last note - because I would like to have known it were I not able to see him personally - and that is to report this act of great hope and confidence: Jack signed a long-term contract with a cell phone provider today!! That act says alot about what his intentions are! Here's hoping he'll be forced to renew it!!
- Cindy
Jack says that Saturday and Sunday have been much better days. The combination of anti-nausea drugs seems to be working thus far. He was able to attend the spring concert of the Atlanta Sacred Chorale Saturday night. His and Anita’s son, Charley, was the featured tenor soloist. Letting the music flood his soul, says Jack, was better than any medicine
Friday Update:
The Friday update from Jack is not quite as good as we had hoped. His Thursday chemotherapy led to a new round of severe nausea and additional abdominal pain. In fact, Thursday and Friday were among the most challenging he has faced. He spent much of Friday at the doctor’s office, receiving hydration and three different kinds of anti-nausea medications. Apparently the chemo has built up in his body to the extent that it has caused increased, nearly uncontrollable nausea. Join us in prayer that the medicines administered today will be effective and will give him some relief. (Read his own words - in the Saturday update below.)
Thursday update:
Jack WAS able to have his chemo today. Yay!! He's probably facing a rough weekend as a result of that, but "yay!" that his heart rate and other variables were satisfactory enough for another round. I'm sure no one wants to do cartwheels for chemo, but I do thank God that it's available and that his body's letting him continue it. I know you do too!
Wednesday:
I know you're like me, and you want to know every day how Jack is doing. He's reticent to post too much, but I've assured him we're all eager to hear. It helps us know how to pray, and it keeps us feeling in touch with him.
So what I can tell you today (Wednesday) is that he was looking good and sounding good. Now, he's lost some noticeable weight and he's not back up to par by any means. But he's successfully battled through another couple of days of severe pain and chemo naseau. Someone pointed out in Community Gathering yesterday that that kind of nasea isn't like any other that we'd have experienced. So I know we all feel for Jack.
The good news is, though, with two kinds of anti-nasea medications, continued pain meds, and something to stimulate his hunger, he is rallying. We're hoping and praying he is cleared to do chemo tomorrow, as a matter of fact. (Thursday.) He had a good night's sleep for the first time in many days, which, as you know, is a great blessing and comfort. He has a great sense of humor about it, as well as (as you know) a beautiful honest approach. Which we all appreciate, his letting us walk alongside him through this.
One last note - because I would like to have known it were I not able to see him personally - and that is to report this act of great hope and confidence: Jack signed a long-term contract with a cell phone provider today!! That act says alot about what his intentions are! Here's hoping he'll be forced to renew it!!
- Cindy
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Saturday's Update
I'm sorry to report that the past thirty-six hours have been among my worse along the journey. I had my monthly evaluation with the oncologist on Thursday and, upon reviewing the blood tests, he gave approval to begin round three of my chemo treatment. Within twelve hours I was deathly sick from nausea and pain. To this point, the nausea has been controlled with Zofran, but not this time. I was up all night Thursday dealing with gut-wrenching nausea, accompanied by some pretty severe abdominal pain, unlike what I had experienced before.
Anita was able to reach the nurse Friday morning and she asked us to come to the office. We spent several hours there, talking with the nurses and taking various tests. They did an x-ray to see if my lung had collapsed (it hadn't). None of the other tests showed anything that could be causing the difficulty.
Apparently I'm at the stage in the chemo treatment where the buildup is causing the increased nausea. The abdominal pain, we assume, is caused by referred pain from the celiac plexus nerve oblation.
I was given some additional medication for nausea and encouraged to take additional Oxycontin for break-through abdominal pain. I'm happy to report that I had a relatively peaceful night and was able to sleep. I dropped ten pounds of weight in 36 hours, primarily because I wasn't able to eat or drink anything. I'm hoping to reverse this trend today!
I told Anita this morning that this is a new day! I'm feeling much better and have already had my early morning walk. The sun is shining and I am full of hope!
I'm sorry to share this less-than-positive news, but wanted you to know the latest in the saga. Thank you so much for your concern and for your prayers.
Jack
Anita was able to reach the nurse Friday morning and she asked us to come to the office. We spent several hours there, talking with the nurses and taking various tests. They did an x-ray to see if my lung had collapsed (it hadn't). None of the other tests showed anything that could be causing the difficulty.
Apparently I'm at the stage in the chemo treatment where the buildup is causing the increased nausea. The abdominal pain, we assume, is caused by referred pain from the celiac plexus nerve oblation.
I was given some additional medication for nausea and encouraged to take additional Oxycontin for break-through abdominal pain. I'm happy to report that I had a relatively peaceful night and was able to sleep. I dropped ten pounds of weight in 36 hours, primarily because I wasn't able to eat or drink anything. I'm hoping to reverse this trend today!
I told Anita this morning that this is a new day! I'm feeling much better and have already had my early morning walk. The sun is shining and I am full of hope!
I'm sorry to share this less-than-positive news, but wanted you to know the latest in the saga. Thank you so much for your concern and for your prayers.
Jack
Monday, April 16, 2007
Post-surgery update from Jack
From Jack himself:
The surgical procedure last Friday went off without a hitch, but I was not prepared for the amount of pain engendered. Several weeks ago, when they did the nerve block, they infused the nerve bundle with a substance to deaden the nerves; hence I experienced little or no pain. In fact, I was back in the office that same afternoon. This time they infused the celiac plexus with a substance that literally “burned” the nerves, causing a great deal of pain. The regular pain medication that I’m taking kept the pain under control in large part, but I was very uncomfortable all weekend.
The doctor warned me that I must gradually wean myself off the Oxycontin. He said that my body is physically addicted to the medication and sudden withdrawal would be very traumatic. So, I will continue to take the full dosage for another week or so, gradually cutting back. Our prayer is that I can then exist on a much lower dosage and can regain some clarity of thought!
Another member of our Singapore church paid a visit yesterday. He is in the US for training and scheduled his travel to include a visit with us. He brought along some Chinese herbs to make soup which is supposed to provide energy and stamina. He also brought a supply of the infamous “Tiger Balm” and other ointments. I continue to be overwhelmed by the thoughtfulness of our friends.
It is impossible for me to respond to all the comments on the blog and the emails that you are sending. I wish I had the energy and time to write each of you. But I want you to know that I read and re-read your comments over and over and am greatly strengthened by them. I am fully convinced that your prayers and good wishes are what keep me going. Thank you so much.
I’m attaching another Along the Journey, growing out of my experiences of last week.
The surgical procedure last Friday went off without a hitch, but I was not prepared for the amount of pain engendered. Several weeks ago, when they did the nerve block, they infused the nerve bundle with a substance to deaden the nerves; hence I experienced little or no pain. In fact, I was back in the office that same afternoon. This time they infused the celiac plexus with a substance that literally “burned” the nerves, causing a great deal of pain. The regular pain medication that I’m taking kept the pain under control in large part, but I was very uncomfortable all weekend.
The doctor warned me that I must gradually wean myself off the Oxycontin. He said that my body is physically addicted to the medication and sudden withdrawal would be very traumatic. So, I will continue to take the full dosage for another week or so, gradually cutting back. Our prayer is that I can then exist on a much lower dosage and can regain some clarity of thought!
Another member of our Singapore church paid a visit yesterday. He is in the US for training and scheduled his travel to include a visit with us. He brought along some Chinese herbs to make soup which is supposed to provide energy and stamina. He also brought a supply of the infamous “Tiger Balm” and other ointments. I continue to be overwhelmed by the thoughtfulness of our friends.
It is impossible for me to respond to all the comments on the blog and the emails that you are sending. I wish I had the energy and time to write each of you. But I want you to know that I read and re-read your comments over and over and am greatly strengthened by them. I am fully convinced that your prayers and good wishes are what keep me going. Thank you so much.
I’m attaching another Along the Journey, growing out of my experiences of last week.
Friday, April 13, 2007
Surgery went well!!
Got a call from Anita around 2pm, saying that Jack's out of surgery and it went well. They won't know how successful it was for a bit - with all hopes, it will be such that it really relieves the pain for him.
It was probably painful to watch - turns out, Anita says, they had to keep him awake during the procedure! So I'm sure he's GLAD that's behind him.
He's being kept overnight, mostly to monitor his heart and things like that. But his heart rate did well throughout the surgery, in the 50's and low 60's - so that's GREAT news. Your prayers are mighty powerful, Friends of Jack!
We'll see if we can update this weekend as he comes home, too.
- Cindy
It was probably painful to watch - turns out, Anita says, they had to keep him awake during the procedure! So I'm sure he's GLAD that's behind him.
He's being kept overnight, mostly to monitor his heart and things like that. But his heart rate did well throughout the surgery, in the 50's and low 60's - so that's GREAT news. Your prayers are mighty powerful, Friends of Jack!
We'll see if we can update this weekend as he comes home, too.
- Cindy
Thursday, April 12, 2007
YOUR words are beautiful
I just wanted to take an editorial moment, because Jack's fixing to go into the hospital for his nerve block procedure, so he's not here to stop me. That is, to say how much I appreciate not just his wonderful words - I have come to expect them. But YOUR wonderful words as well.
Reading your comments to the entries below, and in the Along the Journey entries, has been moving. From Father Morgan's sermon response, to the Haneys and Byers and Laraine and Laurie and Karen, all the way across the globe from Edward Tan -- I don't know any of you sweet souls, but I feel like I do, because of your lovely words about my friend. I know your words mean alot to him, as well, but I wanted to take this opportunity, while we're all encouraging each other to pray, praising God for the gifts thus far, and waiting with hope, to say "Thank you."
- Cindy
Reading your comments to the entries below, and in the Along the Journey entries, has been moving. From Father Morgan's sermon response, to the Haneys and Byers and Laraine and Laurie and Karen, all the way across the globe from Edward Tan -- I don't know any of you sweet souls, but I feel like I do, because of your lovely words about my friend. I know your words mean alot to him, as well, but I wanted to take this opportunity, while we're all encouraging each other to pray, praising God for the gifts thus far, and waiting with hope, to say "Thank you."
- Cindy
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Happy News
During the time in our community gathering today (Wednesday, April 11) when we share praises and celebrations, Jack offered up a fact that we are ALL extremely grateful for. He shared with us that tomorrow it makes three months ago that he was first diagnosed, with an expectation of having three to six months. And here it is, three months later, bright among us. That is a praise! We hope – and pray – there are many more such months to come!
I was touched with what a pastor he is, offering up comforting words in honor of someone among us who has just lost her father. And this week, in several meetings, when we as a group are planning events and actions for the near and distant future, how engaged and passionate he is in the planning. When others might be feeling overwhelmed or daunted by the tasks ahead of us, he offers such a great perspective of living out our mission – he’s inspiring and passionate about what we do. He’s a life force that can’t be stopped and I’m so grateful for the last three months and the next ones to come.
Here are words from Jack himself on what the next couple of days have to offer. (I'll post the outcome on Friday afternoon, as soon as I get a word from them.)
God continues to give us opportunities to use our difficult journey to share a word of faith with others. Today we spoke at the Lunch Encounter at Second Ponce de Leon Baptist Church. We had expected fifty people, but 150 showed up! We shared, as honestly as we could, the challenge of dealing with a terminal illness—the practical implications, the emotional turmoil we struggle with, as well as the role our faith has played. I was overwhelmed at the response of those in attendance. I don’t have all the answers, but I am willing, as one pilgrim on the journey, to share with other pilgrims some of the lessons we have learned and the challenges we face.
Tomorrow is my “off week” from chemo. I go in for blood work. The good news is that I am scheduled for the celiac plexus ablation procedure this Friday. I go to the hospital at 10:30, so the surgery should begin about noon. I will stay overnight in the hospital. Please pray that the low heart rate and blood pressure that caused the procedure to be scrubbed last week, will be normal enough to allow us to move forward this time!
I was touched with what a pastor he is, offering up comforting words in honor of someone among us who has just lost her father. And this week, in several meetings, when we as a group are planning events and actions for the near and distant future, how engaged and passionate he is in the planning. When others might be feeling overwhelmed or daunted by the tasks ahead of us, he offers such a great perspective of living out our mission – he’s inspiring and passionate about what we do. He’s a life force that can’t be stopped and I’m so grateful for the last three months and the next ones to come.
Here are words from Jack himself on what the next couple of days have to offer. (I'll post the outcome on Friday afternoon, as soon as I get a word from them.)
God continues to give us opportunities to use our difficult journey to share a word of faith with others. Today we spoke at the Lunch Encounter at Second Ponce de Leon Baptist Church. We had expected fifty people, but 150 showed up! We shared, as honestly as we could, the challenge of dealing with a terminal illness—the practical implications, the emotional turmoil we struggle with, as well as the role our faith has played. I was overwhelmed at the response of those in attendance. I don’t have all the answers, but I am willing, as one pilgrim on the journey, to share with other pilgrims some of the lessons we have learned and the challenges we face.
Tomorrow is my “off week” from chemo. I go in for blood work. The good news is that I am scheduled for the celiac plexus ablation procedure this Friday. I go to the hospital at 10:30, so the surgery should begin about noon. I will stay overnight in the hospital. Please pray that the low heart rate and blood pressure that caused the procedure to be scrubbed last week, will be normal enough to allow us to move forward this time!
Sunday, April 8, 2007
Easter Update
What a glorious Easter Sunday in Atlanta. Spring has temporarily turned back into winter, but the sun is out and the promise of new life abounds!
I’m feeling a little better on this Easter. After a week of lows, I’ve had a couple of better days. I’ve learned to give thanks for every day of health.
I’m off to church to celebrate the most significant aspect of our Christian faith—the Resurrection which validates the claims of Christ and gives hope for the future. Never before has Easter had so much significance for me as this year!
I've shared a few words in another "Along the Journey" column.
Have a glorious day.
Jack
I’m feeling a little better on this Easter. After a week of lows, I’ve had a couple of better days. I’ve learned to give thanks for every day of health.
I’m off to church to celebrate the most significant aspect of our Christian faith—the Resurrection which validates the claims of Christ and gives hope for the future. Never before has Easter had so much significance for me as this year!
I've shared a few words in another "Along the Journey" column.
Have a glorious day.
Jack
Thursday, April 5, 2007
Maundy Thursday Update
I just finished today's chemo. Here is a brief update:
The chemo treatment today (Thursday) went off without a hitch. The blood counts were sufficient for us to move forward. I also received an injection of Procrit to stimulate red blood cell production. Tomorrow I receive a similar injection to stimulate my white blood cell production. Today's treatment was the last of round two. I have next week off and, if I regain some of my strength, I plan to schedule the celiac plexus ablation.
These have been difficult days. No appetite, along with feelings of weakness and nausea, sap life of its zest. But I keep moving forward, day by day, and God supplies the strength to do so. I continue to receive assurances of your love and prayers and these are what keep me going.
During this Holy Week, I find myself at Gethsemane. I've tried to express what that means for me in a new posting of Along the Journey. As we move toward Easter, remember that without the cross, there is no crown; without death, there is no life.
Jack
The chemo treatment today (Thursday) went off without a hitch. The blood counts were sufficient for us to move forward. I also received an injection of Procrit to stimulate red blood cell production. Tomorrow I receive a similar injection to stimulate my white blood cell production. Today's treatment was the last of round two. I have next week off and, if I regain some of my strength, I plan to schedule the celiac plexus ablation.
These have been difficult days. No appetite, along with feelings of weakness and nausea, sap life of its zest. But I keep moving forward, day by day, and God supplies the strength to do so. I continue to receive assurances of your love and prayers and these are what keep me going.
During this Holy Week, I find myself at Gethsemane. I've tried to express what that means for me in a new posting of Along the Journey. As we move toward Easter, remember that without the cross, there is no crown; without death, there is no life.
Jack
Monday, April 2, 2007
Chemo and some rest days
Jack did manage to have chemo last Thursday, which is a good thing. But it rather sapped him, which is not so good. The cardiologist says his slow heart rate shouldn't keep him from the treatments or the pain surgery, but they're choosing to wait til he feels more up to it.
Here's an update in Jack's own lovely words.... and he promises an "Along the Journey" soon!
I went in for chemo in Thursday, but my heart rate was again slow (as it was when I went in for the nerve procedure on Tuesday). The oncologist postponed the chemo until I saw the cardiologist (I had an appointment scheduled later that day).
The cardiologist did an EKG, noted the slow heart rate and some PVCs, but said he didn’t see anything to cause him concern. So, he cleared me for the chemo (which I subsequently had on Thursday afternoon), and also cleared me for the celiac plexus nerve ablation.
I have had four or five of my worse days, feeling-wise, which I attribute to the beginning of my second round of chemo. Anita and I have decided to wait until I feel a little better before going forward with the nerve procedure.
All of this comes on the heels of experiencing ten very good days. Again, I have lost my appetite and am losing weight, and I’m feeling depleted of strength and rather queasy most of the time. I’m looking at this in a positive light, hoping it means that the chemo is doing its job!
All of this comes on the heels of experiencing ten very good days. Again, I have lost my appetite and am losing weight, and I’m feeling depleted of strength and rather queasy most of the time. I’m looking at this in a positive light, hoping it means that the chemo is doing its job!
Thanks so much for your continued prayers.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Surgery didn't happen today
I know all of you were eager to hear the outcome of Jack's surgery today... but it didn't get to take place after all. Here in his words is what happened:
I went in this morning for the celiac plexus nerve ablation, the procedure where they kill the nerve bundle that is causing the pancreatic pain. The blood counts from yesterday were fine and I spent the morning receiving IV fluids. I was taken to the operating room, connected to all the monitors, and prepped for the surgery.
Just minutes prior to being anesthetized, the doctor noticed that my heart rate was extremely low (low 40s) and there were occasional “skips” (pvc’s) in the heart beat.
He said that since this procedure had as one of its side-effects the drastic lowering of the blood pressure, he couldn’t run the risk of proceeding until he had my heart checked out.
I have never had any cardiac problems, so I’m assuming this is an anomaly. In fact, the doctor said that the chemo might be a contributing factor. He called Dr. Taylor, my primary care physician, and he is setting up some cardiac tests to make sure everything is okay.
My hope is that I can have the tests done quickly and then reschedule the nerve ablation. Of course, I’m disappointed, but I’m grateful for the caution of the doctor and look forward to clearing this up and moving ahead with the procedure.
Thanks so much for your prayers today. I’m convinced they were heard!
I went in this morning for the celiac plexus nerve ablation, the procedure where they kill the nerve bundle that is causing the pancreatic pain. The blood counts from yesterday were fine and I spent the morning receiving IV fluids. I was taken to the operating room, connected to all the monitors, and prepped for the surgery.
Just minutes prior to being anesthetized, the doctor noticed that my heart rate was extremely low (low 40s) and there were occasional “skips” (pvc’s) in the heart beat.
He said that since this procedure had as one of its side-effects the drastic lowering of the blood pressure, he couldn’t run the risk of proceeding until he had my heart checked out.
I have never had any cardiac problems, so I’m assuming this is an anomaly. In fact, the doctor said that the chemo might be a contributing factor. He called Dr. Taylor, my primary care physician, and he is setting up some cardiac tests to make sure everything is okay.
My hope is that I can have the tests done quickly and then reschedule the nerve ablation. Of course, I’m disappointed, but I’m grateful for the caution of the doctor and look forward to clearing this up and moving ahead with the procedure.
Thanks so much for your prayers today. I’m convinced they were heard!
Monday, March 26, 2007
"Extremely Good"
Jack reports, in his own words, his latest news - a report from the oncologist that is "extremely good"! Also see his newest installment of Along the Journey.
Last Thursday, I had an appointment with the oncologist, the first time I’ve seen him in a month. The report was extremely good.
My blood counts, although still depressed, allowed me to begin the second round of chemo (three weeks of infusions, one week off). My pain continues to be under control with the use of pretty heavy pain medication, I’m able to sleep well, and my appetite has returned and I have gained back seven of the twenty-two pounds that I have lost!
But the most significant word was that the cancer marker had dropped from 360 to 244!
Dr. Franco says this probably means one of two things: the tumor has shrunk or it has become more inactive. Whichever the case, he says it is a good signal. I reminded him that in addition to the medical dimension of his treatment, I am convinced that much of my improvement can be attributed to the prayers of thousands of you around the world. He agreed. In fact, he said, “The power of prayer is verifiable. Tell your friends to keep it up!”
I was also cleared, pending more blood work today, to enter the hospital tomorrow (Tuesday) for the celiac plexus oblation—the killing of the celiac plexus nerve bundle. Because of the slight potential of side-effects, I will remain in the hospital overnight. Our prayer is that this procedure will be successful, will alleviate the pain, thus allowing me to back off of some of the heavy pain medication.
After a couple of pretty rough weeks, the past two weeks have been good. The pain is under control, the red blood cell booster has given me added energy, my weight gain has added strength, and I am learning to pace myself to conserve energy.
Although this last treatment of chemo has, once again, begun to sap my strength and I’m having to slow down a little, I continue to try to stay on top of my work and to enjoy each day as a gift from God! We completed two of our most intense weeks here at the office, and I have survived well! Week before last was our annual exploratory conference, the time when we invite candidates for mission field ministry to spend a week with us. Through a series of testing, interviews, and group work, we mutually decide who will join our mission force. Last week was filled with meetings of our various administrative teams and the administrative cluster. I was reminded, once again, of God’s blessings in allowing me to serve with such wonderful colleagues.
Last Thursday, I was both surprised and delighted to receive a wonderful “Book of Blessings” which included letters from many of you. I spend the weekend pouring over your wonderful words of blessings and I was deeply touched by your kind words and your strong affirmations. I’m convinced that your love and support have played a significant role in my growing strength. - JS
Last Thursday, I had an appointment with the oncologist, the first time I’ve seen him in a month. The report was extremely good.
My blood counts, although still depressed, allowed me to begin the second round of chemo (three weeks of infusions, one week off). My pain continues to be under control with the use of pretty heavy pain medication, I’m able to sleep well, and my appetite has returned and I have gained back seven of the twenty-two pounds that I have lost!
But the most significant word was that the cancer marker had dropped from 360 to 244!
Dr. Franco says this probably means one of two things: the tumor has shrunk or it has become more inactive. Whichever the case, he says it is a good signal. I reminded him that in addition to the medical dimension of his treatment, I am convinced that much of my improvement can be attributed to the prayers of thousands of you around the world. He agreed. In fact, he said, “The power of prayer is verifiable. Tell your friends to keep it up!”
I was also cleared, pending more blood work today, to enter the hospital tomorrow (Tuesday) for the celiac plexus oblation—the killing of the celiac plexus nerve bundle. Because of the slight potential of side-effects, I will remain in the hospital overnight. Our prayer is that this procedure will be successful, will alleviate the pain, thus allowing me to back off of some of the heavy pain medication.
After a couple of pretty rough weeks, the past two weeks have been good. The pain is under control, the red blood cell booster has given me added energy, my weight gain has added strength, and I am learning to pace myself to conserve energy.
Although this last treatment of chemo has, once again, begun to sap my strength and I’m having to slow down a little, I continue to try to stay on top of my work and to enjoy each day as a gift from God! We completed two of our most intense weeks here at the office, and I have survived well! Week before last was our annual exploratory conference, the time when we invite candidates for mission field ministry to spend a week with us. Through a series of testing, interviews, and group work, we mutually decide who will join our mission force. Last week was filled with meetings of our various administrative teams and the administrative cluster. I was reminded, once again, of God’s blessings in allowing me to serve with such wonderful colleagues.
Last Thursday, I was both surprised and delighted to receive a wonderful “Book of Blessings” which included letters from many of you. I spend the weekend pouring over your wonderful words of blessings and I was deeply touched by your kind words and your strong affirmations. I’m convinced that your love and support have played a significant role in my growing strength. - JS
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After being given the Book of Blessings last week, Jack and Anita look it over.
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Appetites
Jack says his appetite is improving. . . so he is a good Baptist, after all!
He’s been in the office working hard all week with prospective missions folk. And while he says he’s gained weight, I don’t know if it’s true or if he just wants to “fit in” with the rest of the Baptist world.
I do know that he looks well and very Jack-like, if that makes sense. For instance, during our community worship time when the leaders played guitars and sang Neil Young’s When God Made Me, Jack closed his eyes and drank in the words. He seemed the essence of reverence when he sang along “I’ve got so much, so much, so much to be thankful for.”
Of course, it could be that he wasn’t being reverential, but just taking an opportunity to nap. (Do good pastors sleep through other people’s services?)
Just kidding - I know he wasn’t sleeping through a time of communion with his God and his friends. Jack is a man of appetites – for serving, for family, for sharing. I hope you, like me, enjoy hearing his perspective Along the Journey. (Click on this link if you’re not able to use the others: http://alongthejourneywithjack.blogspot.com/ )
I enjoyed seeing Anita singing her heart out in the choir at the Georgia State CBF meeting this past weekend, and know they were glad to have their family visitors along with them.
I'm sure you, like me, enjoy hearing updates from Jack himself. So here’s his health report today -- and below that, an update on “happenings” complete with some pictures too!
I have had two or three good days this week—the best in awhile. The pain is currently under control, my appetite has improved (thanks to the appetite stimulant I’m taking), and I have actually gained a couple of pounds. I’m learning to pace myself and am able to balance work, family time, and rest. God is good!
I went to the chemo lab this morning for blood work. This is my week to skip the infusion (three weeks on, one week off). The blood counts continue to be low, but the infusions last week have boosted the white and red blood counts. I continue to take the Tarceva daily and will see the oncologist next week to begin the second round of Gemzar, if the blood counts will allow.
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I went to the chemo lab this morning for blood work. This is my week to skip the infusion (three weeks on, one week off). The blood counts continue to be low, but the infusions last week have boosted the white and red blood counts. I continue to take the Tarceva daily and will see the oncologist next week to begin the second round of Gemzar, if the blood counts will allow.
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We have been blessed over the past week to have friends visiting us from Singapore. Andrew Goh was one of my students during my teaching tenure at Baptist Theological Seminary, Singapore. In fact, he took every class I taught. For a year-and-a-half I served Thomson Road Baptist Church (TRBC), the oldest Baptist Church in Singapore, as their interim-pastor.
When Andrew graduated from the seminary, I suggested him as a candidate for TRBC’s pastor. The church called him and he became our pastor. We have deep ties with this dear congregation and consider them part of our church family, even though we have moved from Singapore. When they heard of my illness, they collected money to send Andrew and his family to pay us a pastoral visit and to bring their love and care. In addition, they sent a love offering to assist with medical expenses.
So you can imagine the deep gratitude I feel toward TRBC and the Goh family. Their visit was a visible demonstration of their love and it became a source of encouragement for us. We enjoyed our visits together and I profited from Andrew’s pastoral presence and prayers.
- Jack
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Monday, March 12, 2007
Easing the pain. . .
Jack's procedure went well on Friday... here, I'll let you hear it for yourselves, from Jack:
The procedure yesterday went well. As a trial, I skipped my 2 p.m. dosage of pain medication and experienced little pain. The doctor said that if the treatment worked, I should have some short-term pain relief—the equivalent of deadening the nerves before having a tooth worked on.
So, I think it worked, which will open the possibility of step two of the treatment—killing the nerves. I will see the doctor in a couple of weeks to talk about going back in and killing the nerves.
On a more technical note, I have been calling the procedure of deadening and then killing the nerves “deadening/killing the pancreatic nerves.” Medical folk would correct me on that! What they did yesterday is called a celiac plexus nerve block. The killing of the nerves is called a celiac plexus neurolysis. The celiac plexus is the bundle of nerves adjacent to the aorta and the other blood vessels that supplies the pancreas. That’s more than you asked for, but I guess I need to start using the correct terminology! - Jack
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Reminded of times with the Snells in Singapore, Harriet Harral sent me some lovely photos of that time, including a visit to the Singapore botanical gardens. (Below right). And also, here's a shot she sent of Jack during reconstruction at Thompson Road church where he served as interim pastor:
The procedure yesterday went well. As a trial, I skipped my 2 p.m. dosage of pain medication and experienced little pain. The doctor said that if the treatment worked, I should have some short-term pain relief—the equivalent of deadening the nerves before having a tooth worked on.
So, I think it worked, which will open the possibility of step two of the treatment—killing the nerves. I will see the doctor in a couple of weeks to talk about going back in and killing the nerves.
On a more technical note, I have been calling the procedure of deadening and then killing the nerves “deadening/killing the pancreatic nerves.” Medical folk would correct me on that! What they did yesterday is called a celiac plexus nerve block. The killing of the nerves is called a celiac plexus neurolysis. The celiac plexus is the bundle of nerves adjacent to the aorta and the other blood vessels that supplies the pancreas. That’s more than you asked for, but I guess I need to start using the correct terminology! - Jack
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Reminded of times with the Snells in Singapore, Harriet Harral sent me some lovely photos of that time, including a visit to the Singapore botanical gardens. (Below right). And also, here's a shot she sent of Jack during reconstruction at Thompson Road church where he served as interim pastor:
Friday, March 9, 2007
Friday prayers called for!
This morning Jack's facing (a planned) surgery.
On one hand, it's a good thing.... the potential for alleviating pain. On the other, it's got to be a scary thing, anytime we're "under" at the hands of others. I'm praying for steady hands and successful work for Jack's surgeons, nurses, aides - everyone who gets to play a part in the blessed work of healing. And I'm praying for calm, peace, removal of worry for Jack and his family.... his wider family too, of course - us!
Jack's had a pretty up and down week, health wise. He had some good days, good enough to be in the office several times. But other days, he was queasy and weak, and wasn't able to accomplish as much as he had hoped. The chemo treatments as well as the heavy pain medication are much the cause of this, as well as leaving him in, as he says, a "fog" much of the time. The GOOD news, though, is that they are working a good bit at keeping the pain at bay. And he's able to sleep fairly well at night. "A gift!" he says!
Yesterday he had his third chemo infusion, and he's taking chemo orally each day. The blood counts are down and he's receiving injections to boost his red and white blood cells. And today, in a few hours (7:15 am), Jack will go in for a surgical procedure to deaden the pancreatic nerves.
If this surgery is successful, they'll repeat the procedure in a few weeks in an effort to kill the nerves. Let's all pray, as Jack and his family are, that this decreases the pain indeed, and will allow him to cut back on the stronger (fog-inducing) medicines for pain.
Jack has prayers for us, as well. You can read words to you by clicking here to read his thoughts Along the Journey.
Jack reports on the past week:
This past week has been filled with ups-and-downs. I’ve had some good days and was able to be in the office several times. However, I’ve had other days when I felt queasy and weak and was not able to accomplish as much as I had hoped. I attribute this to the chemo as well as the heavy pain medication I’m taking. The pain medication leaves me in a “fog” but it is keeping the pain at bay and I’m able to sleep fairly well at night. That’s a gift!
I’ve had a number of guests who have made the pilgrimage to Atlanta to bring their blessings and prayers. Two dear friends from Florida, a priest and a rabbi (sounds like the beginning of a good joke—a Baptist preacher, a priest, and a rabbi…!) came up for a day. But the fellowship was anything but a joke. We reminisced about our years together in interfaith and ecumenical work in Jacksonville, about world events, and about our personal faith.
Other friends from our past also came to Atlanta—dear friends from California/Florida whose love and support of me as a young minister opened doors and helped shape my ministry; and a dear college and seminary class-mate from Alabama whose ministry I value and whose pastoral presence was encouraging.
AT 5:30 a.m. yesterday morning, my former Singapore seminary student (who later became my pastor) flew in with his family from Singapore. Our church there made their trip possible and they have come to bring the blessings and prayers of the church. They are staying at the missionary house at Wieuca Road BC and we look forward to visiting with them. What a gesture of love and care from this wonderful church and from these dear friends.
I’m not a very good host these days and I’m only able to spend limited amounts of time with our guests, but their expression of friendship and love are deeply appreciated.
I had my third chemo infusion yesterday. In addition, I’m taking a daily dose of chemo orally. My blood counts are down so I’m receiving injections to boost my red and white blood cells. I went to the hospital at 7:15 this morning (Friday) for a surgical procedure to block the celiac nerves in my abdomen. If this works, the doctor will repeat the procedure in a few weeks in an effort to kill the nerves. We are praying that this will be effective, will decrease the pain, and allow me to cut back on the strong pain medication. We should know within eight to twenty-four hours if this us working.
I have been encouraged and strengthened by your messages of love and support. No one could be more fortunate than I to have so many dear friends. Please know that I love each one of you. - Jack
On one hand, it's a good thing.... the potential for alleviating pain. On the other, it's got to be a scary thing, anytime we're "under" at the hands of others. I'm praying for steady hands and successful work for Jack's surgeons, nurses, aides - everyone who gets to play a part in the blessed work of healing. And I'm praying for calm, peace, removal of worry for Jack and his family.... his wider family too, of course - us!
Jack's had a pretty up and down week, health wise. He had some good days, good enough to be in the office several times. But other days, he was queasy and weak, and wasn't able to accomplish as much as he had hoped. The chemo treatments as well as the heavy pain medication are much the cause of this, as well as leaving him in, as he says, a "fog" much of the time. The GOOD news, though, is that they are working a good bit at keeping the pain at bay. And he's able to sleep fairly well at night. "A gift!" he says!
Yesterday he had his third chemo infusion, and he's taking chemo orally each day. The blood counts are down and he's receiving injections to boost his red and white blood cells. And today, in a few hours (7:15 am), Jack will go in for a surgical procedure to deaden the pancreatic nerves.
If this surgery is successful, they'll repeat the procedure in a few weeks in an effort to kill the nerves. Let's all pray, as Jack and his family are, that this decreases the pain indeed, and will allow him to cut back on the stronger (fog-inducing) medicines for pain.
Jack has prayers for us, as well. You can read words to you by clicking here to read his thoughts Along the Journey.
Jack reports on the past week:
This past week has been filled with ups-and-downs. I’ve had some good days and was able to be in the office several times. However, I’ve had other days when I felt queasy and weak and was not able to accomplish as much as I had hoped. I attribute this to the chemo as well as the heavy pain medication I’m taking. The pain medication leaves me in a “fog” but it is keeping the pain at bay and I’m able to sleep fairly well at night. That’s a gift!
I’ve had a number of guests who have made the pilgrimage to Atlanta to bring their blessings and prayers. Two dear friends from Florida, a priest and a rabbi (sounds like the beginning of a good joke—a Baptist preacher, a priest, and a rabbi…!) came up for a day. But the fellowship was anything but a joke. We reminisced about our years together in interfaith and ecumenical work in Jacksonville, about world events, and about our personal faith.
Other friends from our past also came to Atlanta—dear friends from California/Florida whose love and support of me as a young minister opened doors and helped shape my ministry; and a dear college and seminary class-mate from Alabama whose ministry I value and whose pastoral presence was encouraging.
AT 5:30 a.m. yesterday morning, my former Singapore seminary student (who later became my pastor) flew in with his family from Singapore. Our church there made their trip possible and they have come to bring the blessings and prayers of the church. They are staying at the missionary house at Wieuca Road BC and we look forward to visiting with them. What a gesture of love and care from this wonderful church and from these dear friends.
I’m not a very good host these days and I’m only able to spend limited amounts of time with our guests, but their expression of friendship and love are deeply appreciated.
I had my third chemo infusion yesterday. In addition, I’m taking a daily dose of chemo orally. My blood counts are down so I’m receiving injections to boost my red and white blood cells. I went to the hospital at 7:15 this morning (Friday) for a surgical procedure to block the celiac nerves in my abdomen. If this works, the doctor will repeat the procedure in a few weeks in an effort to kill the nerves. We are praying that this will be effective, will decrease the pain, and allow me to cut back on the strong pain medication. We should know within eight to twenty-four hours if this us working.
I have been encouraged and strengthened by your messages of love and support. No one could be more fortunate than I to have so many dear friends. Please know that I love each one of you. - Jack
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